I am a severe facial deformity. I look like a FREAK. I can't even see myself in the mirror without wanting to VOMIT. I'm getting a PHD to cope with the fact that im a disgusting freak because "hey at least im smarter than everyone like Stephen Hawking see no one cares hes disabled because hes a genius". It's massive cope and I know it but it's all I got. Fact is I would give up anything if I could be like your typical incel on this forum. If I could go through highschool with a few nerd friends, look bad but be mainly ignored, and have women treat me like they didn't exist I would LOVE that. My highschool experience was mostly being ignored, but with a massive amounts of bullying. Often times women would laugh and then when I looked at them they would pretend they weren't laughing but sometimes still laugh. A few times they actually were like "that's not funny you're being mean". I'm honestly really appreciative of that (yes soy i know) and wish more were like that. But usually those women gave up doing that after the second time because they realized it wasn't as socially propelling as they thought.
Then I see an post on here by some incel titled "This was me a year ago!" or something. The thread was making fun of an incel-in-denial who was talking to a girl and got some enthusiastic responses like "yes i'd love to hang out with you!" but then ghosted or didn't respond to his next message fast enough. Then I see other threads about "incels-in-denial" of guys who get literal DATES with women but because they're not a Chad the girl isn't that enthusiastic about it or doesn't have sex with him. I see tons of posts about "when i was friendzoned in HS" or any of this other nonsense.
I get it, you want to be Chad, but just note our experiences are nothing alike. While you're hanging out with your Chad and Stacy friends while they try to help hook you up I was contemplating life alone because my deformity made me less than human in the eyes of normies.
Then I see an post on here by some incel titled "This was me a year ago!" or something. The thread was making fun of an incel-in-denial who was talking to a girl and got some enthusiastic responses like "yes i'd love to hang out with you!" but then ghosted or didn't respond to his next message fast enough. Then I see other threads about "incels-in-denial" of guys who get literal DATES with women but because they're not a Chad the girl isn't that enthusiastic about it or doesn't have sex with him. I see tons of posts about "when i was friendzoned in HS" or any of this other nonsense.
I get it, you want to be Chad, but just note our experiences are nothing alike. While you're hanging out with your Chad and Stacy friends while they try to help hook you up I was contemplating life alone because my deformity made me less than human in the eyes of normies.
