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First of all, I have no real social circle except for hypocritical friends. I have no family in my city, except for my father, who is nervous. I have always experienced moments of loneliness. I live in France, I am ethically Turkish but I cannot feel comfortable with minorities like me, but also with white people. I’m not ugly, but I don’t know if having a girlfriend because of my mental state (anxiety disorder, ADHD) and my hygiene is a good thing. I have always had little social circle, I never worried. Also, last year at high school I was out of school, so I came back thinking it would be better after all, no (absenteeism)
and social anxiety) finally I was fired for beating someone up because of those jokes. My father, I always remove my things (Phone, PS5); afterwards, when he wanted to, he always shouts and creates social pressure even when I do nothing. He took them off for me 20 days ago, I’m writing from a shabby computer. He kicks me out of the house during the day, I’ve also been smoking Za for a year now. I want to stop it, it makes me paranoid. I’m tired of keeping a promise to have a better life in 20 days, I’m 18 years old, I’m broke and I’m alone.
and social anxiety) finally I was fired for beating someone up because of those jokes. My father, I always remove my things (Phone, PS5); afterwards, when he wanted to, he always shouts and creates social pressure even when I do nothing. He took them off for me 20 days ago, I’m writing from a shabby computer. He kicks me out of the house during the day, I’ve also been smoking Za for a year now. I want to stop it, it makes me paranoid. I’m tired of keeping a promise to have a better life in 20 days, I’m 18 years old, I’m broke and I’m alone.
