Deleted member 15752
Mogged from Fairbanks to Vladivostok
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I wont ascend, since it does not exist in the first place and now I need to focus on other aspects which I could develop in my life. I have always been interested in religious history and I come from a traditionalist religious family.
I will still check out escorts, that will not stop me. But I have reached a stage where I know for a fact I will not be able to attain free sex with a normal female, and if you think you will have to not pay you are lying to yourself.
You know what, maybe I could still seek places in Europe which I can return to and take back leadership, the way a male should be in Christianity and Islam.
It's ideal that religion takes back its control one way or another.
But now I am just going to turn back to how my family always was and carry out the cycle. I dont know when I will be ready to completely monkmaxx with this plan, but it wont be long.
The worst thing that can occur is eternity in hell despite living a unfulfilling life on earth.
>but bro, you are coping!
Well, arent we all? Arent we all doing things that are trying to divert us from being reminded of inferiority? There is absolutely no reason to discredit the way others choose to cope, because after all its about reaching your personal goals. It's truly all about finding peace and becoming numb as soon as you realize that you cannot be part of society.
I have plenty of plans to escape this state of society and let other powers hopefully take us out of this hole, but until then I will be on the outskirts with the idea of moneymaxxing helping me to rebuild those things I want on the side of sexual interaction.
Who knows, maybe I can break away from this cycle even if it means for it to be 10% out of what the ideal goal is.
I will still check out escorts, that will not stop me. But I have reached a stage where I know for a fact I will not be able to attain free sex with a normal female, and if you think you will have to not pay you are lying to yourself.
You know what, maybe I could still seek places in Europe which I can return to and take back leadership, the way a male should be in Christianity and Islam.
It's ideal that religion takes back its control one way or another.
But now I am just going to turn back to how my family always was and carry out the cycle. I dont know when I will be ready to completely monkmaxx with this plan, but it wont be long.
The worst thing that can occur is eternity in hell despite living a unfulfilling life on earth.
>but bro, you are coping!
Well, arent we all? Arent we all doing things that are trying to divert us from being reminded of inferiority? There is absolutely no reason to discredit the way others choose to cope, because after all its about reaching your personal goals. It's truly all about finding peace and becoming numb as soon as you realize that you cannot be part of society.
I have plenty of plans to escape this state of society and let other powers hopefully take us out of this hole, but until then I will be on the outskirts with the idea of moneymaxxing helping me to rebuild those things I want on the side of sexual interaction.
Who knows, maybe I can break away from this cycle even if it means for it to be 10% out of what the ideal goal is.