I am going to do it. 2018

[satoshisacuck]

I am not going to say exactly what, but I am not going to suicide or anything like that (it's haram). But I realized that I have to do a certain something (bodily harm) so that a certain person will realize the scars that they opened. Afterwards I will stop, because I will realize the person doesn't care about me as I do for them. I need to do this because it will determine the path I will walk (start bringing normies and others down for my own benefit) or walk the path of water (bring benefit to the world and society around me)

But if I don't get the love I deserve, it's OVER.

 

[shukin]

So youre finally going to castrate yourself, huh.

 

[Bri8564]

Just martyrdom, it is not haram apparently

 

[nausea]

foolish proposition