LifeFuel I am going to be fatmaxxing this entire week.

[Heaven In Flames]

Bloatmaxxing is based

 

[UnwantedVirgin]

I fucking hate my genetics. I used to be obese, then I lost all of that weight. Now I'm at an underweight BMI but skinny fat with extremely weak twig arms and I developed an eating disorder too. I tried to gymmaxx but my genetics are so shit I can't even do a single pushup. I look like fucking gollum.

Part of me wants to go back to eating like a pig and getting fat again since I love food so much and I know I can't keep fighting my binge eating disorder anyway, while the other part thinks that I can't turn back at this stage.

Dam that's brutal but I can relate, skinny small frame and arms, push ups are hard and hurt the upper arm area.