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I was eating cake at my aunt's house last night when this preadolescent girl showed up with her mother, a friend of my aunt. She was offered cake and proceeded to sit right in front of me.
I got nervous and avoided visual contact for a while until the dog started barking and I forced myself to say, "She is a guest." The dog stopped barking and the girl smiled at me in admiration as if I had just showed her a magic trick.
We did not exchange a word. It made me sad to see her go after receiving that smile, but her mother was in a rush. I thought about her at night. She is not even aware of how starved I was for that smile.
I am absolutely crazy for girls. Although this one was too young for me to regard her in a sexual or romantic way, having her presence and receiving that smile made my day. I hope to see her again.
I got nervous and avoided visual contact for a while until the dog started barking and I forced myself to say, "She is a guest." The dog stopped barking and the girl smiled at me in admiration as if I had just showed her a magic trick.
We did not exchange a word. It made me sad to see her go after receiving that smile, but her mother was in a rush. I thought about her at night. She is not even aware of how starved I was for that smile.
I am absolutely crazy for girls. Although this one was too young for me to regard her in a sexual or romantic way, having her presence and receiving that smile made my day. I hope to see her again.