Venting I am genuinely cursed

[X.9]

For the past months I've been suffering from a new issue every time, I always have something to feel miserable about, a week ago I suffered from poisoning, now I have terrible constipation, I also seem to not enjoy the things I used to, such as vidya, LDAR and jerking off, these copes have gotten boring over time and not the same, I just want to sleep all day wasting my NEET days until the day that I die, every day has been terrible and the only things that seem to help are weed and alcohol, I have the luck that weed is legal here so atleast I have one cope left to enjoy for now.

 

[zd60]

feel the same, has been my life for over a decade now, nothing ever seems to get better only worse

 

[X.9]

feel the same, has been my life for over a decade now, nothing ever seems to get better only worse

Brutal reality man, it never gets better

 

[Grodd]

feel the same, has been my life for over a decade now, nothing ever seems to get better only worse

 

[Grodd]

Nothing ever happens

 

[zd60]

Brutal reality man, it never gets better

and it never will, best thing we can do is learn to live in the misery

 

[X.9]

and it never will, best thing we can do is learn to live in the misery

Trve, we are cursed and we have to learn to live this way.

 

[zd60]

Trve, we are cursed and we have to learn to live this way.

seems to get easier with age, i've become quite numb to everything over the years

 

[X.9]

seems to get easier with age, i've become quite numb to everything over the years

How old are you? I'm 21 so hopefully it gets easier later on.

 

[poorenglishcel]

I had some body ache the whole day. It has gone away and i hope it never comes back.

 

[zd60]

How old are you? I'm 21 so hopefully it gets easier later on.

almost 23, but i've essentially lived my entire life online, I used to feel a lot more dread and misery than I do now so I assume as more time passes you just become more and more numb to everything

 

[X.9]

I had some body ache the whole day. It has gone away and i hope it never comes back.

Brutal, atleast it went away

 

[zd60]

I had some body ache the whole day. It has gone away and i hope it never comes back.

I wish my body aches would go away, sadly its a constant nightmare

 

[X.9]

almost 23, but i've essentially lived my entire life online, I used to feel a lot more dread and misery than I do now so I assume as more time passes you just become more and more numb to everything

I see, I also used to spend a lot of time online in the past but not nearly as much as now, now the internet is my home.

 

[zd60]

I see, I also used to spend a lot of time online in the past but not nearly as much as now, now the internet is my home.

Yeah, I basically have spent every waking minute of my life since about the age of 5 on the internet so idk much outside of it anymore