Deleted member 41431
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I've finally come to terms with the fact that it's over.
Some might say that it never began. I disagree; I believe I had opportunities to ascend in high school. At that time I did experience K, H, and H in romantic context, but failed critically to lose V.
However, the past is irrelevant. What matters is that in 2022, I am an incel and will remain as such as long as technology and social norms continue to enable foids to act out their true nature.
I think I've finally made it to the 'acceptance' stage of grief.
I no longer feel a need to give or receive any bit of attention to a foid.
There is nothing special about my oneitis, other than the fact that she is extremely attractive and frauds innocence to the point that I might mistakenly believe her to be different from other foids.
I understand that no amount of -maxxing will make a difference. Even if LMS-maxxing managed to get me in bed with a foid, she would instantly close off her pussy upon learning of my virginity at 25+ years old. Even if she did let me fuck her used up hole in return for betabuxxing, she would eventually succumb to her hypergamous nature and leave me for Chad.
In understanding my situation and how it relates to the blackpill, I'm able to now give up hope completely.
Since I don't have any severe distress that is pushing me to rope, I am content with coping with my studies/career, vidya, music, etc.
I have been on nofap since last week and hope to continue it to the point where I can completely control my sexual desire and make it a non-issue in my life.
It's truly over. And now it is a new beginning for my life free from foid-induced suffering.
Some might say that it never began. I disagree; I believe I had opportunities to ascend in high school. At that time I did experience K, H, and H in romantic context, but failed critically to lose V.
However, the past is irrelevant. What matters is that in 2022, I am an incel and will remain as such as long as technology and social norms continue to enable foids to act out their true nature.
I think I've finally made it to the 'acceptance' stage of grief.
I no longer feel a need to give or receive any bit of attention to a foid.
There is nothing special about my oneitis, other than the fact that she is extremely attractive and frauds innocence to the point that I might mistakenly believe her to be different from other foids.
I understand that no amount of -maxxing will make a difference. Even if LMS-maxxing managed to get me in bed with a foid, she would instantly close off her pussy upon learning of my virginity at 25+ years old. Even if she did let me fuck her used up hole in return for betabuxxing, she would eventually succumb to her hypergamous nature and leave me for Chad.
In understanding my situation and how it relates to the blackpill, I'm able to now give up hope completely.
Since I don't have any severe distress that is pushing me to rope, I am content with coping with my studies/career, vidya, music, etc.
I have been on nofap since last week and hope to continue it to the point where I can completely control my sexual desire and make it a non-issue in my life.
It's truly over. And now it is a new beginning for my life free from foid-induced suffering.