lonelycurry26 said:
Thanks for the words man. Yes, i am always the guy they shit on and make jokes about and they expect not to get angry about it. They want me to all the disrespect and just laugh with them. They are typical guys with high inflated ego. This is one reason why i dont wanna hang out with them anymore. They are big douchebags, who no matter how shit they treat someone like me, will always have female interesting.
Hanging out them was a pathetic experience anyway. They just made me look like the biggest and weakest loser on this planet and lifemogged the shit out of me. I had many suifuel-experiences where i wanted to rope the next day.
yes so this confirms to me your role
you have literally no future with these people, fucking cut all ties run away.
You will after a few weeks you will rebuild the ego you have damaged and in time forget the spiteful narcisstic ramblings of this pathetic group. When you start an activity or engagement always consider the cost or possible damage that could be inflicted on your ego.
The thing you have to grasp is the human EGO is very fragile and is in fact the source of all life force, when you damage your ego eg getting laughed at insulted this is HUGELY DAMAGING TO YOU AS A PERSON PSYCHOLOGICALLY.
I believe it is as bad if not worse than being beaten up and punched, crazy damage to the brain, depression, lack of motivation loss of drive.
The ego of a person is as fragile as an egg, it holds the key to drive, self expression, attainment, self realisation almost every positive creative output stems from an intact and undamaged ego nothing good can come from a person whos ego is being demolished every day.