Venting I am cringing so hard right now. Why am I so socially awkward and cringe.

[Caesercel]

Why does my mind goes on autopilot and says and does things that are so cringe in public setting. That I regret 5 minutes later.

Today, I basically flexed my position and connections with police in front of this guy we are clients of. Except I work in a completely different city so I have no influence here. Even in the city I do work in, my claim to influence in the system is flimsy at best. And this guy is no small fry. He has way more experience and connections in the right places. He must be laughing rn at how pathetic I looked.

Tldr: I tried to flex then felt like like an idiot.

I don't usually do shit like this. But sometimes the brain decides its time to go autopilot and do soemthing cringe

 

[Linesnap99]

you lost your cool

 

[Caesercel]

you lost your cool

I feel like vomiting my guts out. Frankly I didn't even intend to flex. My brain just went on autopilit and did something that would ve percieved that way. This could actually make him percieve me as weaker and stupider.

 

[ldargoblin]

An ugly male trying to flex is always laughable.

 

[Idotms]

Today, I basically flexed my position and connections with police in front of this guy we are clients of.

 

[Deleted member 29033]

Fuck you for having a job

 

[superighteous]

Did you casually drop it in conversation? Or did you say it and waited for his reaction. If the former then no big deal depending on context.