SuicideFuel I am considering suicide

[Ihatemyself556]

Just think about it, if i die today, no one is going to care, the sun is still gonna rise/set, the rivers are still going to be flowing, cars are still going to be travelling in the highway, people are still going to party,drink have fun. Only thing is that my parents are prolly gonna cry for a few weeks then forget about me. And life is just going to be normal for them even after I die. I am currently in a very bad state of inceldom, no girlfriend, barely any friends, my Grades are shit, I have suicidal thoughts everyday, family neglects me.

Why should I continue to live? Anyways, everyone is going to die someday, I really wish i was high iq, even if i was born with bad looks, at least if i was smart and got good grades i could have carreermaxxed myself and could have made something out of my life. Now im too depressed to even pick up a pen and start writing. I really hate this life, My only hope is God

The only reason why i have not roped yet is because I'm scared whats going to happen to me after death, and I don't know how to, Guns are not legal where I live, I do not know how to tie a rope properly, and I don't want to jump from a 20 story building cause I don't want to cause a scene.

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

How old are you? When i was 19 I attempted suicide but it was a very scary experience and it made me realize im not ready to die yet

 

[Ihatemyself556]

How old are you? When i was 19 I attempted suicide but it was a very scary experience and it made me realize im not ready to die yet

just turned 18

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

just turned 18

Yeah bro you’re too young to be making decisions like that. When you get older you might realize there’s still some things you wanna experience and do. I think you should at least wait until you’re a little older and more educated to make a decision like roping

 

[Deleted member 33054]

just turned 18

Same age as you, having the same thoughts. Feels kinda hopeless and meaningless to live on right?

 

[Deleted member 33054]

How old are you? When i was 19 I attempted suicide but it was a very scary experience and it made me realize im not ready to die yet

What made you wanna do it?

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

What made you wanna do it?

The pain of being alone, feeling like life would always be miserable and hopeless. I just wanted to sleep forever. But now there’s still some things i wanna experience first before i go

 

[Deleted member 33054]

The pain of being alone, feeling like life would always be miserable and hopeless. I just wanted to sleep forever. But now there’s still some things i wanna experience first before i go

How old are you now and what are you gonna do

 

[Ihatemyself556]

Same age as you, having the same thoughts. Feels kinda hopeless and meaningless to live on right?

yeah same

 

[SomeDoomerEnergy]

I was like you last year but know that if you doubt that you want to die then it means that you are not ready to kill yourself yet.

Personally, what gave me a lot of energy was sport.

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

How old are you now and what are you gonna do

I wanna travel some, do a bunch of cocaine and fuck high quality escorts. Maybe lick some toads and trip in the woods somewhere. Im almost 24

 

[Billowel]

you are barely 18.relax.if you are an ethnic in a first world country try your best to go back to your country. most ethnics who are ugly or below average in the west are just normal back in their home country. if you aren't, see how you can looksmaxx(if you are fat,start losing weight etc etc).

also,maybe you are smarter then you think,but even if you aren't, you might be able open some small shop or learn some trade(i don't mean just the usual trades,but anything that give you some money that requires learning that isn't the usual stuff you would see in uni.also some trades are dangerous so weigh the risks).depression rots our brains like crazy,so it's very easy to feel incredibly tired and stupid.but when something good happens all of a sudden our minds are "freer". depression makes a man judge himself to be something he simply isn't.sadness is a brutal thing


it's hard to say much when we don't know your stats and story but i hope you can do well in this life

also always cling to god. only god can save man.only god can save us.get a miraculous medal.that medal has helped many men.

 

[Deleted member 33054]

Maybe lick some toads and trip in the woods somewhere

You tried weed before? If you haven't, it can trip you the fuck out if you have no tolerance to it, especially when you smoke a strong THC one

yeah same

What do you think is the cause that's making you suicidal? If you know it, and can fix it, then it's probably too soon to catch the bus lol

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

You tried weed before? If you haven't, it can trip you the fuck out if you have no tolerance to it, especially when you smoke a strong THC one

What do you think is the cause that's making you suicidal? If you know it, and can fix it, then it's probably too soon to catch the bus lol

I’ve been smoking weed every day for years to cope with pain and boredom

 

[Deleted member 33054]

I’ve been smoking weed every day for years to cope with pain and boredom

Nice. The first time I smoked it, I had intense anxiety and psychosis because I was already paranoid before smoking it. Fixed it by switching my smoking setting to rainy afternoons/evenings outside and it was chill and dank af. Been smoking only during the rain ever since

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

Nice. The first time I smoked it, I had intense anxiety and psychosis because I was already paranoid before smoking it. Fixed it by switching my smoking setting to rainy afternoons/evenings outside and it was chill and dank af. Been smoking only during the rain ever since

I always loved being high during a warm sunny day

 

[Deleted member 5712]

I don't think you actually want to kill yourself or you wouldn't have made a thread about it faggot. With that said just realize that you are a loser and that nobody cares for you. Accept this early in life. It's hard to accept but it is inevitable. All us oldcels here spent our teens/20s trying to be something we are not and going through so much pain along the way. If you accept that no woman will ever want you and that you are not destined for greatness then it is easy to go through life with low expectations.

Find a cope or a hobby and stick with it. Disregard all females because they are all bitches. If you can find male friends to make long-lasting friendships then that is great but if not oh well. In the event you actually do suicide then please film it. In the opposite direction: In the event something grand like an opportunity comes into your life then post that as well. Many of us actually do like reading good news from our fellow incels if they make great strides in their careers.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

Just think about it, if i die today, no one is going to care, the sun is still gonna rise/set, the rivers are still going to be flowing, cars are still going to be travelling in the highway, people are still going to party,drink have fun. Only thing is that my parents are prolly gonna cry for a few weeks then forget about me. And life is just going to be normal for them even after I die. I am currently in a very bad state of inceldom, no girlfriend, barely any friends, my Grades are shit, I have suicidal thoughts everyday, family neglects me.

Why should I continue to live? Anyways, everyone is going to die someday, I really wish i was high iq, even if i was born with bad looks, at least if i was smart and got good grades i could have carreermaxxed myself and could have made something out of my life. Now im too depressed to even pick up a pen and start writing. I really hate this life, My only hope is God

The only reason why i have not roped yet is because I'm scared whats going to happen to me after death, and I don't know how to, Guns are not legal where I live, I do not know how to tie a rope properly, and I don't want to jump from a 20 story building cause I don't want to cause a scene.

your bullies might commit suicide before you

 

[Deleted member 41104]

You might mess up and reincarnate into a third world country

 

[Mecoja]

I really wish i was high iq, even if i was born with bad looks, at least if i was smart and got good grades i could have carreermaxxed myself and could have made something out of my life.

My only hope is God

The only reason why i have not roped yet is because I'm scared whats going to happen to me after death,

Very relatable. Don't do it. Find meaning in things you like. You have this one life, don't throw it away, even though its more of a curse than a blessing.

 

[Jiji777]

Learn about salafi islam and dont commit suicide if you truly believe in God