Venting I am broken

[anthero]

There's an instagram model named Claire Abbott. She's currently 20, the same age as me. Back in 2013, people used to post her pictures in a forum and I fell in love with her. I would masturbate to her pictures. I would also close my eyes and have elaborate fantasies of our lives together. This helped me cope with my depression and loneliness at the time. I was extremely bluepilled.

Today, someone posted her leaks. There was one picture in which she was naked and Chad was holding her perfect boobs. When I saw that picture, reality hit me. I will never be that guy. She has probably already fucked 20+ guys. If she met me in real life, she would be disgusted. My fantasies will never be reality. I unfortunately live in the real world. The reality is I'm a non-white 5'6 20 year old college dropout living in a third world country with 0 dollars on my bank account and no job. If my parents ever kick me out, I'll be homeless.

 

[BlackPillUNC]

I did some research. Dude in the picture is a manlet.

 

[EthnicelNL]

Kek you are saying your oneitis was some instagram slut and now you are devastated she has a bf? TOP FUCKING KEK.

Get a grip mayne...just because you jerked it to some whore doesnt mean you ever could have been with her. Man up or rope If you cant handle trivial shit like this..you will never make it in real life nigga

 

[Gremlincel]

Damn, she is beautiful. It hurts knowing we will never come close to that.

 

[Henry de Montherlant]

There's an instagram model named Claire Abbott. She's currently 20, the same age as me. Back in 2013, people used to post her pictures in a forum and I fell in love with her. I would masturbate to her pictures. I would also close my eyes and have elaborate fantasies of our lives together. This helped me cope with my depression and loneliness at the time. I was extremely bluepilled.

Today, someone posted her leaks. There was one picture in which she was naked and Chad was holding her perfect boobs. When I saw that picture, reality hit me. I will never be that guy. She has probably already fucked 20+ guys. If she met me in real life, she would be disgusted. My fantasies will never be reality. I unfortunately live in the real world. The reality is I'm a non-white 5'6 20 year old college dropout living in a third world country with 0 dollars on my bank account and no job. If my parents ever kick me out, I'll be homeless.

You should make a difference between fantasy and reality. Those photos you enjoyed spent a long time on photoshop to end as perfect as possible once online. You only fap to an image. A literal image. Why would you bother eventually think about a romantic relation with the girl depicted ? It has no sense. It's like an actress, or an imaginary 2D character. Try to find an actual oneitis in real life if it's not already done. Don't give those images a power they don't have.

 

[anthero]

Kek you are saying your oneitis was some instagram slut and now you are devastated she has a bf? TOP FUCKING KEK.

Get a grip mayne...just because you jerked it to some whore doesnt mean you ever could have been with her. Man up or rope If you cant handle trivial shit like this..you will never make it in real life nigga

This was in 2013. I didn't know she would turn out to be an instagram slut. I have matured and had actually forgotten her, but that picture hit me HARD

Damn, she is beautiful. It hurts knowing we will never come close to that.

 

[Robtical]

The bright side is you're in a third world country so it shouldn't be hard to get cheap escort pussy.

 

[Zielony4]

http://thefappening.pro/claire-abbott/claire-abbott-thefappening-nude-35-photos/

These ones? Yea, I would be pissed. I don't have crushes or oneitis though. Never did. This is technically a worship post but it's a vent so I won't touch it.

 

[solitary_dweller]

We are all caught in this typhoon pulling us ever closer to our eventual demise. The only thing which will pull us out is the willpower to gain some worth while reward. And there are many good rewards to gain in life each of which can give you a good dose of dopamine.

Snap out of the depression. Stacy is not worth your energy & devotion. She is a lie, a 3 dimensional illusion that seeks to drain you of your energy and is a disease within your consciousness harvesting your life force.

Love is biggest illusion going. I swear those who peddle it are the most sadistic comedians of all.

 

[Cuck-Damage]

Faggot shit tbh

OP this song is for you, it will help you in many ways E.g. Not to be such a faggot


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Also lol @ slayer manlet bf, and ppl here still doubt game

 

[anthero]

http://thefappening.pro/claire-abbott/claire-abbott-thefappening-nude-35-photos/

These ones? Yea, I would be pissed. I don't have crushes or oneitis though. Never did. This is technically a worship post but it's a vent so I won't touch it.

Sorry if I broke any rules. I don't worship femoids anymore, this was 5 years ago. I did a lot of stupid things and had bluepilled thoughts when I was a teenager. I have changed my ways. But seeing the picture brought back a lot of memories and I was devastated, so I decided to vent.

 

[_incelinside]

She looks like the avereage roastie. Id cum all over her tits though

 

[Frameceljeff]

I did the same thing

 

[Zielony4]

Sorry if I broke any rules. I don't worship femoids anymore, this was 5 years ago. I did a lot of stupid things and had bluepilled thoughts when I was a teenager. I have changed my ways. But seeing the picture brought back a lot of memories and I was devastated, so I decided to vent.

Yea, no worries. I really never had a oneitis or crush or anything. I made a post about it and I had commenters telling me I was very fortunate. This is just because I know how ALL 3.5 billion women are. The exact same. They dislike me too much for me to have crushes. The common theme I see with lots of us here is that the whole world is mean to them but incels crush on the very few women who are somewhat nice even if it's pretend.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

This just broke my heart..

There is nothing that can make a guy feel more insignificant and inferior than seeing something like this, especially if you had a crush on her. Even I am depressed about this now because I will never get with a girl like that. I wish I could have sex with an 8+/10 girl just once in my pathetic life but that will never happen only by rape. And I don´t think that would turn me on, I want a girl who is craving for me out of 100% lust. Not a girl who just lays there stiff and in shock without saying a word, I want to feel wanted..

 

[Haywire]

she not bad mmmmm. well you arent the only one who she wouldnt fuck.

 

[Cam The Angel]

welcome to the incel club

 

[Indari]

i did the same thing with anya taylor joy and tons of girls from school

 

[tanfeo]

I was totally in love with Olivia Newton John back in the days. Hated that guy John Travolta.
Nowadays I wouldn't even kiss her. Believe me those things take time but it will go away eventually.

 

[Voidcel]

http://thefappening.pro/claire-abbott/claire-abbott-thefappening-nude-35-photos/

These ones? Yea, I would be pissed. I don't have crushes or oneitis though. Never did. This is technically a worship post but it's a vent so I won't touch it.

man i'll never understand how a guy can even get this fucking close to a girl. i mean here's this faggot touching her tits and taking a picture, and she's okay with that. like what the fuck, man. it's incomprehensible to me how this could even happen. it's like going from planet earth to jupiter for my ass, but its a short trip to mcdonalds for them
fucking hell man. fucking hell.

 

[ApoplecticRage]

Anthero, she is clearly a self-absorbed cunt. To hell with her. You'd fuck her for 20 minutes and would be miserable the other 23:40.