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I just have to keep going...
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I can't help to fear being put under anesthesia. I am paying a x3 premium to have my operation done in Europe. It will cost around 12,000£ all together for a week stay in Netherlands, Genioplasty and Rhinoplasty combined into one OP. It is done by an experienced European White surgeon. I have considered doing it in Turkey, where it would only cost 5000-6000£ maybe less, but I want it done by an European, at least then I'll have something I can come back to if I survive, and there is a standard to it.
I am actually terrified of being put under anesthesia though. I fear the worst. I always was unlucky, I mean just look at the genetic lottery, it did not spare me. The chance of dying under anastashia is pretty low but even so, since I'm so fucking unlucky I'm scared something will happen to me. I am so terrified that I am even questioning if I should really go through with it, but I have to, I can't live with this face anymore.
On the other hand. Dying in my sleep doesn't sound so bad. It seems like a rather peaceful way to go, one of the best. But I have done nothing in my life, I'm still a virgin and I have all my plans in place finally after 6 years of rotting on this website I finally have something to live for, it would be a shame not to see it through at least.
Are there any Doctorcels here that can calm me down about going under anasteshia? My surgery is planned for November.
I am actually terrified of being put under anesthesia though. I fear the worst. I always was unlucky, I mean just look at the genetic lottery, it did not spare me. The chance of dying under anastashia is pretty low but even so, since I'm so fucking unlucky I'm scared something will happen to me. I am so terrified that I am even questioning if I should really go through with it, but I have to, I can't live with this face anymore.
On the other hand. Dying in my sleep doesn't sound so bad. It seems like a rather peaceful way to go, one of the best. But I have done nothing in my life, I'm still a virgin and I have all my plans in place finally after 6 years of rotting on this website I finally have something to live for, it would be a shame not to see it through at least.
Are there any Doctorcels here that can calm me down about going under anasteshia? My surgery is planned for November.