Story I am an 43 year old incel from Eastern Europe

[IncelOfAges]

Don't know how many guys over 40 are here, I think most of your guys are younger.

Personally I was researching the topic of inceldom since 90s when I realized that something is wrong with me. I even remember 90s forums for incels like love shy and incel support.

My life was on decent trajectory when I was a child-as I was very gifted, reading 2 books per day, memorizing history of whole countries, reading about astronomy. Then puberty hit. I was cursed with extremely high libido combined with high functioning autism and intense social phobia.
Women in my country are very strict and selective when it comes to male traits and if you aren't a chad will do everything to ruin your life and make your miserable.
I was relentlessly bullied to the point of suicide both by female classmates and teachers BOTH at high school and university where some quasi-Chads joined it.
I had two suicide attempts over my virginity by the age of 25.
By that time I was spat on, beaten, pushed from stairs. thrown liquids over the head by my female colleagues at uni. Throughout my uni years there was relentless psychological abuse by colleagues and even some female professors.
It was a blessing that there was no access to guns in my country. If I would live in USA I am sure I could have broken at certain point.
Needless to say that my abusers now have successful careers, families, money and lives. I am a broken shell of a man.

Eventually I got broken enough that used sex escorts-legal in my country-but It only made me ashamed, even more inferior and lose money.

The truth is no matter how hard you try in life, if you haven't got the personality and experience gained in teenage years you will always fail.
I tried so many dating sites, so many social groups, hobbies etc. Nothing worked and nothing will. You need to know what to say to a woman, you need to know how to react to their sadistic games that aim to separate chad strong men from weak ones. You will not have this knowledge or instinct if you do not gain it in youth. They will quickly realize you are not fit for them.

At this point I am just resigned, I no longer want to use escorts as it spiralled into addiction that cost me a fortune, and today even prostitutes have developed such expectations that they often refuse to sleep with me and just steal my money and kick me out of the apartment. Some demand photo before meeting(and I am by no means Shrek) , abs and "initial date" to be paid for. I have been also drugged and robbed by prostitutes.

Currently researching Anaphrodisiacs and how to lower my libido. I Just want to forget about sex and be free from sexual thoughts. In hindsight if not for sexual desire I probably would be a better person and contributed more to society. I really wish there was some safe anti-sex pill

Btw I sometimes read on forums and chans that some guys want to date Slavic women whom they consider "trad" or more feminine. Nothing further from the truth, Slavic women are incredibly malicious, they hate guys who don't make tons of money, aren't gangsta types or who aren't dominating in every aspect of their life. They also believe women are superior to men and men should be constantly tested for weakness by snarky comments, mind games and being mean.

 

[_meh]

Brutal. You lived a harsh life experiencing a lot of mess.

Anyways, welcome to this forum.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Welcome brocel
Just know that you are not the only one to live in this situation

 

[MACHETE]

brutal

iz any hope for a 1.75m spic cel to ascend in any slavic country?

 

[MACHETE]

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I catfished theze whorez

 

[IncelOfAges]

brutal

iz any hope for a 1.75m spic cel to ascend in any slavic country?

I would guess it depends on your age.

In age group of 25+ I would say you have change of getting some attention from girls based on your novelty alone in smaller cities.
Of course depends on how strong your anxiety is.
Younger women here though are incredibly brutal and sadistic, plus raised on instagram and tik tok. They won't settle for anyone but rich abs ripped model with ferrari and own flat, that is also interesting and lives exciting rapper playing sports, MMA and doing drugs at the same time as having his own business.

In any case they will start mentally torturing you soon, since it is an expected part of relationship for females here and they are taught about it from their mothers as soon as they are able to comprehend words.

 

[manletogre]

Brutal I wasn’t even born during the 90s

Btw I sometimes read on forums and chans that some guys want to date Slavic women whom they consider "trad" or more feminine. Nothing further from the truth, Slavic women are incredibly malicious, they hate guys who don't make tons of money, aren't gangsta types or who aren't dominating in every aspect of their life. They also believe women are superior to men and men should be constantly tested for weakness by snarky comments, mind games and being mean.

this is mainly what western copers believe, from my region, Eastern Europe had stereotypes of prostitutes,whores who do everything for money, and EE have high quality hookers

 

[IncelOfAges]

Brutal I wasn’t even born during the 90s


this is mainly what western copers believe, from my region, Eastern Europe had stereotypes of prostitutes,whores who do everything for money, and EE have high quality hookers

Since about 3-4 years hookers here have become more and more demanding and entitled. It is not uncommon for them to demand your photo, initial date, and do selection of clients.

Also the services are abysmal and they WILL try to scam you into getting money for nothing.

 

[NoLooksNoLife]

Don't know how many guys over 40 are here, I think most of your guys are younger.

Personally I was researching the topic of inceldom since 90s when I realized that something is wrong with me. I even remember 90s forums for incels like love shy and incel support.

My life was on decent trajectory when I was a child-as I was very gifted, reading 2 books per day, memorizing history of whole countries, reading about astronomy. Then puberty hit. I was cursed with extremely high libido combined with high functioning autism and intense social phobia.
Women in my country are very strict and selective when it comes to male traits and if you aren't a chad will do everything to ruin your life and make your miserable.
I was relentlessly bullied to the point of suicide both by female classmates and teachers BOTH at high school and university where some quasi-Chads joined it.
I had two suicide attempts over my virginity by the age of 25.
By that time I was spat on, beaten, pushed from stairs. thrown liquids over the head by my female colleagues at uni. Throughout my uni years there was relentless psychological abuse by colleagues and even some female professors.
It was a blessing that there was no access to guns in my country. If I would live in USA I am sure I could have broken at certain point.
Needless to say that my abusers now have successful careers, families, money and lives. I am a broken shell of a man.

Eventually I got broken enough that used sex escorts-legal in my country-but It only made me ashamed, even more inferior and lose money.

The truth is no matter how hard you try in life, if you haven't got the personality and experience gained in teenage years you will always fail.
I tried so many dating sites, so many social groups, hobbies etc. Nothing worked and nothing will. You need to know what to say to a woman, you need to know how to react to their sadistic games that aim to separate chad strong men from weak ones. You will not have this knowledge or instinct if you do not gain it in youth. They will quickly realize you are not fit for them.

At this point I am just resigned, I no longer want to use escorts as it spiralled into addiction that cost me a fortune, and today even prostitutes have developed such expectations that they often refuse to sleep with me and just steal my money and kick me out of the apartment. Some demand photo before meeting(and I am by no means Shrek) , abs and "initial date" to be paid for. I have been also drugged and robbed by prostitutes.

Currently researching Anaphrodisiacs and how to lower my libido. I Just want to forget about sex and be free from sexual thoughts. In hindsight if not for sexual desire I probably would be a better person and contributed more to society. I really wish there was some safe anti-sex pill

Btw I sometimes read on forums and chans that some guys want to date Slavic women whom they consider "trad" or more feminine. Nothing further from the truth, Slavic women are incredibly malicious, they hate guys who don't make tons of money, aren't gangsta types or who aren't dominating in every aspect of their life. They also believe women are superior to men and men should be constantly tested for weakness by snarky comments, mind games and being mean.

Ok GrAY

 

[NorthernWind]

In any case they will start mentally torturing you soon, since it is an expected part of relationship for females here and they are taught about it from their mothers as soon as they are able to comprehend words.

Why they do it?

 

[MACHETE]

Since about 3-4 years hookers here have become more and more demanding and entitled. It is not uncommon for them to demand your photo, initial date, and do selection of clients.

Also the services are abysmal and they WILL try to scam you into getting money for nothing.

but the slavic whorez ive seen on intimcity ru are hot af and the cheapest are around the medium price in my country for latina whorez. Id rather pay more for slavic puzzy ... but i gotta get there firzt

 

[PolskiKartofel]

Welcome in place where there is no return
I know this pain about Slavic foids, they hate other Slavs

 

[Sexless incel]

Brutal if true

 

[tomi45bg]

Brutal I can’t imagine living like this for 43 years

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Brutal I can’t imagine living like this for 430 years

 

[Khanivore]

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I catfished theze whorez

Wheres nudes

 

[IncelOfAges]

Why they do it?

It's cultural and appeals to their psyche.

You have to understand that in places like Poland women are extremely idolized and treated with adoration. The simp culture was here before Internet. Even if a woman would stab you in the street, guys would still beat you up if you tried to defend yourself.

Women here believe their value is above anything men can offer, and therefore they have right to abuse and torture men to check if they are "tough enough" to be their parents or if they should ditch them.

They are open songs about it Polish pop-culture like "Zamienie ciebie na lepszy model" "I will change you for a better model" where women sing how if you are not up to their standards in relationship you will be switched like a tool.

I pity any fool who gets deceived into marrying or relationship with Eastern European woman.

 

[NorthernWind]

It's cultural and appeals to their psyche.

You have to understand that in places like Poland women are extremely idolized and treated with adoration. The simp culture was here before Internet. Even if a woman would stab you in the street, guys would still beat you up if you tried to defend yourself.

Women here believe their value is above anything men can offer, and therefore they have right to abuse and torture men to check if they are "tough enough" to be their parents or if they should ditch them.

They are open songs about it Polish pop-culture like "Zamienie ciebie na lepszy model" "I will change you for a better model" where women sing how if you are not up to their standards in relationship you will be switched like a tool.

I pity any fool who gets deceived into marrying or relationship with Eastern European woman.

It's similar here in Lithuania. Many females are very self-absorbed. They not only don't want to date or have sex with ugly or weak 'loser' men, they don't even want to talk with you or have to be seen near you.

 

[hondas2000cel]

Welcome

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Brutal I wasn’t even born during the 90s

...

 

[UnknownR]

Welcome brocel
Just know that you are not the only one to live in this situation

 

[12 Years a Rotter]

life is bullshit

 

[suigintwo]

We men are cursed.

 

[UnwantedVirgin]

Fuck, that's quite a life of misery. Would you say the internet made things worse for less than average guys?

 

[cuac]

brutal. welcome brocel

 

[Knajjd]

How did you get drugged? Did you pass out at the hookers flat and wake up with no money in your pocket?

 

[Stupid Clown]

Don't know how many guys over 40 are here, I think most of your guys are younger.

Personally I was researching the topic of inceldom since 90s when I realized that something is wrong with me. I even remember 90s forums for incels like love shy and incel support.

My life was on decent trajectory when I was a child-as I was very gifted, reading 2 books per day, memorizing history of whole countries, reading about astronomy. Then puberty hit. I was cursed with extremely high libido combined with high functioning autism and intense social phobia.
Women in my country are very strict and selective when it comes to male traits and if you aren't a chad will do everything to ruin your life and make your miserable.
I was relentlessly bullied to the point of suicide both by female classmates and teachers BOTH at high school and university where some quasi-Chads joined it.
I had two suicide attempts over my virginity by the age of 25.
By that time I was spat on, beaten, pushed from stairs. thrown liquids over the head by my female colleagues at uni. Throughout my uni years there was relentless psychological abuse by colleagues and even some female professors.
It was a blessing that there was no access to guns in my country. If I would live in USA I am sure I could have broken at certain point.
Needless to say that my abusers now have successful careers, families, money and lives. I am a broken shell of a man.

Eventually I got broken enough that used sex escorts-legal in my country-but It only made me ashamed, even more inferior and lose money.

The truth is no matter how hard you try in life, if you haven't got the personality and experience gained in teenage years you will always fail.
I tried so many dating sites, so many social groups, hobbies etc. Nothing worked and nothing will. You need to know what to say to a woman, you need to know how to react to their sadistic games that aim to separate chad strong men from weak ones. You will not have this knowledge or instinct if you do not gain it in youth. They will quickly realize you are not fit for them.

At this point I am just resigned, I no longer want to use escorts as it spiralled into addiction that cost me a fortune, and today even prostitutes have developed such expectations that they often refuse to sleep with me and just steal my money and kick me out of the apartment. Some demand photo before meeting(and I am by no means Shrek) , abs and "initial date" to be paid for. I have been also drugged and robbed by prostitutes.

Currently researching Anaphrodisiacs and how to lower my libido. I Just want to forget about sex and be free from sexual thoughts. In hindsight if not for sexual desire I probably would be a better person and contributed more to society. I really wish there was some safe anti-sex pill

Btw I sometimes read on forums and chans that some guys want to date Slavic women whom they consider "trad" or more feminine. Nothing further from the truth, Slavic women are incredibly malicious, they hate guys who don't make tons of money, aren't gangsta types or who aren't dominating in every aspect of their life. They also believe women are superior to men and men should be constantly tested for weakness by snarky comments, mind games and being mean.

My condolences brocel. You've lived a harder life than most. Worry not. All those foids will burn in hell.

 

[Stupid Clown]

It's cultural and appeals to their psyche.

You have to understand that in places like Poland women are extremely idolized and treated with adoration. The simp culture was here before Internet. Even if a woman would stab you in the street, guys would still beat you up if you tried to defend yourself.

Women here believe their value is above anything men can offer, and therefore they have right to abuse and torture men to check if they are "tough enough" to be their parents or if they should ditch them.

They are open songs about it Polish pop-culture like "Zamienie ciebie na lepszy model" "I will change you for a better model" where women sing how if you are not up to their standards in relationship you will be switched like a tool.

I pity any fool who gets deceived into marrying or relationship with Eastern European woman.

Brutal but interesting.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

based deep and relatable story tbh, thanks for sharing

it's over in EE, it's not any better than in america, ethnics need to stfu about american stacies being mean to them

 

[Lonesome Bright]

Don't know how many guys over 40 are here, I think most of your guys are younger.

Personally I was researching the topic of inceldom since 90s when I realized that something is wrong with me. I even remember 90s forums for incels like love shy and incel support.

My life was on decent trajectory when I was a child-as I was very gifted, reading 2 books per day, memorizing history of whole countries, reading about astronomy. Then puberty hit. I was cursed with extremely high libido combined with high functioning autism and intense social phobia.
Women in my country are very strict and selective when it comes to male traits and if you aren't a chad will do everything to ruin your life and make your miserable.
I was relentlessly bullied to the point of suicide both by female classmates and teachers BOTH at high school and university where some quasi-Chads joined it.
I had two suicide attempts over my virginity by the age of 25.
By that time I was spat on, beaten, pushed from stairs. thrown liquids over the head by my female colleagues at uni. Throughout my uni years there was relentless psychological abuse by colleagues and even some female professors.
It was a blessing that there was no access to guns in my country. If I would live in USA I am sure I could have broken at certain point.
Needless to say that my abusers now have successful careers, families, money and lives. I am a broken shell of a man.

Eventually I got broken enough that used sex escorts-legal in my country-but It only made me ashamed, even more inferior and lose money.

The truth is no matter how hard you try in life, if you haven't got the personality and experience gained in teenage years you will always fail.
I tried so many dating sites, so many social groups, hobbies etc. Nothing worked and nothing will. You need to know what to say to a woman, you need to know how to react to their sadistic games that aim to separate chad strong men from weak ones. You will not have this knowledge or instinct if you do not gain it in youth. They will quickly realize you are not fit for them.

At this point I am just resigned, I no longer want to use escorts as it spiralled into addiction that cost me a fortune, and today even prostitutes have developed such expectations that they often refuse to sleep with me and just steal my money and kick me out of the apartment. Some demand photo before meeting(and I am by no means Shrek) , abs and "initial date" to be paid for. I have been also drugged and robbed by prostitutes.

Currently researching Anaphrodisiacs and how to lower my libido. I Just want to forget about sex and be free from sexual thoughts. In hindsight if not for sexual desire I probably would be a better person and contributed more to society. I really wish there was some safe anti-sex pill

Btw I sometimes read on forums and chans that some guys want to date Slavic women whom they consider "trad" or more feminine. Nothing further from the truth, Slavic women are incredibly malicious, they hate guys who don't make tons of money, aren't gangsta types or who aren't dominating in every aspect of their life. They also believe women are superior to men and men should be constantly tested for weakness by snarky comments, mind games and being mean.

mate this is all over the world read the bible ask god to get rid of your lustful desires it will happen slowly, it has happened to me. Do the lords prayer also.

 

[Lonesome Bright]

Don't know how many guys over 40 are here, I think most of your guys are younger.

Personally I was researching the topic of inceldom since 90s when I realized that something is wrong with me. I even remember 90s forums for incels like love shy and incel support.

My life was on decent trajectory when I was a child-as I was very gifted, reading 2 books per day, memorizing history of whole countries, reading about astronomy. Then puberty hit. I was cursed with extremely high libido combined with high functioning autism and intense social phobia.
Women in my country are very strict and selective when it comes to male traits and if you aren't a chad will do everything to ruin your life and make your miserable.
I was relentlessly bullied to the point of suicide both by female classmates and teachers BOTH at high school and university where some quasi-Chads joined it.
I had two suicide attempts over my virginity by the age of 25.
By that time I was spat on, beaten, pushed from stairs. thrown liquids over the head by my female colleagues at uni. Throughout my uni years there was relentless psychological abuse by colleagues and even some female professors.
It was a blessing that there was no access to guns in my country. If I would live in USA I am sure I could have broken at certain point.
Needless to say that my abusers now have successful careers, families, money and lives. I am a broken shell of a man.

Eventually I got broken enough that used sex escorts-legal in my country-but It only made me ashamed, even more inferior and lose money.

The truth is no matter how hard you try in life, if you haven't got the personality and experience gained in teenage years you will always fail.
I tried so many dating sites, so many social groups, hobbies etc. Nothing worked and nothing will. You need to know what to say to a woman, you need to know how to react to their sadistic games that aim to separate chad strong men from weak ones. You will not have this knowledge or instinct if you do not gain it in youth. They will quickly realize you are not fit for them.

At this point I am just resigned, I no longer want to use escorts as it spiralled into addiction that cost me a fortune, and today even prostitutes have developed such expectations that they often refuse to sleep with me and just steal my money and kick me out of the apartment. Some demand photo before meeting(and I am by no means Shrek) , abs and "initial date" to be paid for. I have been also drugged and robbed by prostitutes.

Currently researching Anaphrodisiacs and how to lower my libido. I Just want to forget about sex and be free from sexual thoughts. In hindsight if not for sexual desire I probably would be a better person and contributed more to society. I really wish there was some safe anti-sex pill

Btw I sometimes read on forums and chans that some guys want to date Slavic women whom they consider "trad" or more feminine. Nothing further from the truth, Slavic women are incredibly malicious, they hate guys who don't make tons of money, aren't gangsta types or who aren't dominating in every aspect of their life. They also believe women are superior to men and men should be constantly tested for weakness by snarky comments, mind games and being mean.

my man I am 38 years of age may I follow you oldcell?

 

[andinocel]

Btw I sometimes read on forums and chans that some guys want to date Slavic women whom they consider "trad" or more feminine. Nothing further from the truth, Slavic women are incredibly malicious, they hate guys who don't make tons of money, aren't gangsta types or who aren't dominating in every aspect of their life. They also believe women are superior to men and men should be constantly tested for weakness by snarky comments, mind games and being mean.

This

ngl I find Slavic women hot, but damn they are BITCHY. I could not imagine being incel in Eastern Europe

 

[JayGoptri]

Don't know how many guys over 40 are here, I think most of your guys are younger.

Personally I was researching the topic of inceldom since 90s when I realized that something is wrong with me. I even remember 90s forums for incels like love shy and incel support.

My life was on decent trajectory when I was a child-as I was very gifted, reading 2 books per day, memorizing history of whole countries, reading about astronomy. Then puberty hit. I was cursed with extremely high libido combined with high functioning autism and intense social phobia.
Women in my country are very strict and selective when it comes to male traits and if you aren't a chad will do everything to ruin your life and make your miserable.
I was relentlessly bullied to the point of suicide both by female classmates and teachers BOTH at high school and university where some quasi-Chads joined it.
I had two suicide attempts over my virginity by the age of 25.
By that time I was spat on, beaten, pushed from stairs. thrown liquids over the head by my female colleagues at uni. Throughout my uni years there was relentless psychological abuse by colleagues and even some female professors.
It was a blessing that there was no access to guns in my country. If I would live in USA I am sure I could have broken at certain point.
Needless to say that my abusers now have successful careers, families, money and lives. I am a broken shell of a man.

Eventually I got broken enough that used sex escorts-legal in my country-but It only made me ashamed, even more inferior and lose money.

The truth is no matter how hard you try in life, if you haven't got the personality and experience gained in teenage years you will always fail.
I tried so many dating sites, so many social groups, hobbies etc. Nothing worked and nothing will. You need to know what to say to a woman, you need to know how to react to their sadistic games that aim to separate chad strong men from weak ones. You will not have this knowledge or instinct if you do not gain it in youth. They will quickly realize you are not fit for them.

At this point I am just resigned, I no longer want to use escorts as it spiralled into addiction that cost me a fortune, and today even prostitutes have developed such expectations that they often refuse to sleep with me and just steal my money and kick me out of the apartment. Some demand photo before meeting(and I am by no means Shrek) , abs and "initial date" to be paid for. I have been also drugged and robbed by prostitutes.

Currently researching Anaphrodisiacs and how to lower my libido. I Just want to forget about sex and be free from sexual thoughts. In hindsight if not for sexual desire I probably would be a better person and contributed more to society. I really wish there was some safe anti-sex pill

Btw I sometimes read on forums and chans that some guys want to date Slavic women whom they consider "trad" or more feminine. Nothing further from the truth, Slavic women are incredibly malicious, they hate guys who don't make tons of money, aren't gangsta types or who aren't dominating in every aspect of their life. They also believe women are superior to men and men should be constantly tested for weakness by snarky comments, mind games and being mean.

I'm 40.

 

[JayGoptri]

my man I am 38 years of age may I follow you oldcell?

Oldcels unite !

 

[TheGrayWolf]

The truth is no matter how hard you try in life, if you haven't got the personality and experience gained in teenage years you will always fail.

Ouch. That hurts. I'm 26 and a truecel, I understand you. Prostitution is legal here too, but I don't want that. I'm short and very ugly, bc of a weird head shape, skull and facial features. I always overhear I look like a monster, or "shit", or "wow", etc. People stare at me, talk about me (whisper or even don't try to hide it), may they burn in hell here on earth.
Kids make fun of me or cry when they see me. I'm only 1.61m tall, and my face is really strange. Imagining me dying, drowning maybe, is a calming thought. What miserable lives we live. I always imagine I'm locked in a horrible prison, for life. I'm not free. Not free to decide. Have sex. Be loved. Yeah, I'm in prison. It's a good metaphor.

 

[1337hikki]

based deep and relatable story tbh, thanks for sharing

it's over in EE, it's not any better than in america, ethnics need to stfu about american stacies being mean to them

Western foids at least try to sugarcoat things 2nd & 3rd world foids r absolutely ruthless

 

[Sigma]

Were the guys on the forums back in the 90's aware of the gynocracy and other factors that made them incel?

 

[Mainländer]

I'm sorry you had to go through all that. Your story actually sounds a bit like mine, but yours was harsher by the looks of it.

As for "trad" women, women are as trad as their societies force them to be. So expecting them to be trad in the Slavic world, which is almost as permissive sexually as the west, is a delusion.

 

[Lonesome Bright]

Oldcels unite !

hay may I follow you?

 

[JayGoptri]

hay may I follow you?

Sure man.

 

[NirvanaFan1988]

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I catfished theze whorez

Why are you covering her face?
Doxxx that whore!

 

[Profligate]

I feel you. Eastern european women are the worst. That whole meme about them being trad is complete bs with no basis in reality. They behave like men and are so malicious towards anyone who they deem inadequate. Also they are massive whores even more so than the western women

 

[NihilisticSoul]

Yeah Slavic foids are fucking demons and most Slavic men are gynocentric tradcucks.

Despite being a slav myself i don't want anything to do with slavic foids.

 

[LifeMaxxer]

You have to understand that in places like Poland women are extremely idolized and treated with adoration.

I pity any fool who gets deceived into marrying or relationship with Eastern European woman.

and most Slavic men are gynocentric tradcucks.

Brutal. Over for eastern europeancels.

 

[Lonesome Bright]

Sure man.

thanx mate

 

[NoMoreHope]

I have been also drugged and robbed by prostitutes.

Yo that is fucked up

 

[IngsocSimp]

Don't know how many guys over 40 are here, I think most of your guys are younger.

Personally I was researching the topic of inceldom since 90s when I realized that something is wrong with me. I even remember 90s forums for incels like love shy and incel support.

My life was on decent trajectory when I was a child-as I was very gifted, reading 2 books per day, memorizing history of whole countries, reading about astronomy. Then puberty hit. I was cursed with extremely high libido combined with high functioning autism and intense social phobia.
Women in my country are very strict and selective when it comes to male traits and if you aren't a chad will do everything to ruin your life and make your miserable.
I was relentlessly bullied to the point of suicide both by female classmates and teachers BOTH at high school and university where some quasi-Chads joined it.
I had two suicide attempts over my virginity by the age of 25.
By that time I was spat on, beaten, pushed from stairs. thrown liquids over the head by my female colleagues at uni. Throughout my uni years there was relentless psychological abuse by colleagues and even some female professors.
It was a blessing that there was no access to guns in my country. If I would live in USA I am sure I could have broken at certain point.
Needless to say that my abusers now have successful careers, families, money and lives. I am a broken shell of a man.

Eventually I got broken enough that used sex escorts-legal in my country-but It only made me ashamed, even more inferior and lose money.

The truth is no matter how hard you try in life, if you haven't got the personality and experience gained in teenage years you will always fail.
I tried so many dating sites, so many social groups, hobbies etc. Nothing worked and nothing will. You need to know what to say to a woman, you need to know how to react to their sadistic games that aim to separate chad strong men from weak ones. You will not have this knowledge or instinct if you do not gain it in youth. They will quickly realize you are not fit for them.

At this point I am just resigned, I no longer want to use escorts as it spiralled into addiction that cost me a fortune, and today even prostitutes have developed such expectations that they often refuse to sleep with me and just steal my money and kick me out of the apartment. Some demand photo before meeting(and I am by no means Shrek) , abs and "initial date" to be paid for. I have been also drugged and robbed by prostitutes.

Currently researching Anaphrodisiacs and how to lower my libido. I Just want to forget about sex and be free from sexual thoughts. In hindsight if not for sexual desire I probably would be a better person and contributed more to society. I really wish there was some safe anti-sex pill

Btw I sometimes read on forums and chans that some guys want to date Slavic women whom they consider "trad" or more feminine. Nothing further from the truth, Slavic women are incredibly malicious, they hate guys who don't make tons of money, aren't gangsta types or who aren't dominating in every aspect of their life. They also believe women are superior to men and men should be constantly tested for weakness by snarky comments, mind games and being mean.

There is no such thing as a good woman. They are all wicked beyond comprehension, each and every one, without exception.

 

[dOOmerbOI]

Are you from Poland my dude?

 

[Lonesome Bright]

Don't know how many guys over 40 are here, I think most of your guys are younger.

Personally I was researching the topic of inceldom since 90s when I realized that something is wrong with me. I even remember 90s forums for incels like love shy and incel support.

My life was on decent trajectory when I was a child-as I was very gifted, reading 2 books per day, memorizing history of whole countries, reading about astronomy. Then puberty hit. I was cursed with extremely high libido combined with high functioning autism and intense social phobia.
Women in my country are very strict and selective when it comes to male traits and if you aren't a chad will do everything to ruin your life and make your miserable.
I was relentlessly bullied to the point of suicide both by female classmates and teachers BOTH at high school and university where some quasi-Chads joined it.
I had two suicide attempts over my virginity by the age of 25.
By that time I was spat on, beaten, pushed from stairs. thrown liquids over the head by my female colleagues at uni. Throughout my uni years there was relentless psychological abuse by colleagues and even some female professors.
It was a blessing that there was no access to guns in my country. If I would live in USA I am sure I could have broken at certain point.
Needless to say that my abusers now have successful careers, families, money and lives. I am a broken shell of a man.

Eventually I got broken enough that used sex escorts-legal in my country-but It only made me ashamed, even more inferior and lose money.

The truth is no matter how hard you try in life, if you haven't got the personality and experience gained in teenage years you will always fail.
I tried so many dating sites, so many social groups, hobbies etc. Nothing worked and nothing will. You need to know what to say to a woman, you need to know how to react to their sadistic games that aim to separate chad strong men from weak ones. You will not have this knowledge or instinct if you do not gain it in youth. They will quickly realize you are not fit for them.

At this point I am just resigned, I no longer want to use escorts as it spiralled into addiction that cost me a fortune, and today even prostitutes have developed such expectations that they often refuse to sleep with me and just steal my money and kick me out of the apartment. Some demand photo before meeting(and I am by no means Shrek) , abs and "initial date" to be paid for. I have been also drugged and robbed by prostitutes.

Currently researching Anaphrodisiacs and how to lower my libido. I Just want to forget about sex and be free from sexual thoughts. In hindsight if not for sexual desire I probably would be a better person and contributed more to society. I really wish there was some safe anti-sex pill

Btw I sometimes read on forums and chans that some guys want to date Slavic women whom they consider "trad" or more feminine. Nothing further from the truth, Slavic women are incredibly malicious, they hate guys who don't make tons of money, aren't gangsta types or who aren't dominating in every aspect of their life. They also believe women are superior to men and men should be constantly tested for weakness by snarky comments, mind games and being mean.

may I follow you my man? I am 38 years of age you have not responded?

 

[ldargoblin]

lmao fr? Welcome to the forum, son