Blackpill I am always agonized & tortured by this suffocating feeling that a very heavy and burdensome curse has been imposed upon me.

[wereq]

This feeling refuses to leave me. I have introspected on it and came to realize that I'm tortured by feelings that my existence is a curse because I asked to be more than what my weak incompetent subtropical physiology allows of me. I asked to transcend beyond unfixable and immutable genetic inequality in order to live a gratifying and meaningful existence but kind of demand is forbidden for subtropical shitskin peasants and slaves because the only thing subtropical zombies are good for is subsistence, i.e., barely surviving on the absolute minimum. The problem is that my soul has rebelled against my flesh prison and refused to calm down; that is the reason for my agony, but I rather live with this agony than endure the purgatorial stagnation of LDAR or subsistence wageslavery which is equivalent to living death.

 

[ethniccel1]

ok u need buddism in ur life 2 meditate and accept ur fate as a slave race

 

[wereq]

ok u need buddism in ur life 2 meditate and accept ur fate as a slave race

Maybe

 

[CopingForBrutality]

At least you can LDAR comfortably

 

[Runt171]

The problem is that my soul has rebelled against my flesh prison and refused to calm down; that is the reason for my agony,

I feel the same way
We are caged in by our genes and trapped in our situation and there is no escape except death

We are forever forced to be tortured because of our genes but we cant escape from them or change them no matter what

I had so many dreams and things I wanted out of life that were destroyed because of my genes

 

[ReconElement]

Yes it's a trap of no potential, of no hope, of no way out

 

[kay']

You need to find a job and buy good copes.


Thats the only eay to feel any kind of dopamine boost as an incel.

That was my way before death

 

[Minamoto]

Well written. I too am consumed by the agony of "life" due to my genetics and other factors I could not change. I yearn for deliverance. Perhaps one day...

 

[wereq]

I feel the same way
We are caged in by our genes and trapped in our situation and there is no escape except death

We are forever forced to be tortured because of our genes but we cant escape from them or change them no matter what

Even the eternal respite and peace of death is too good for us. Our survival instinct shackles us and cucks us to continue existing in our cursed prison bodies.

I had so many dreams and things I wanted out of life that were destroyed because of my genes

This is the one thought that I always think about at the back of my mind. Its ALWAYS there. I had such grandiose expectations from my life and then all of it went to shit because I wasn't good enough to compete and succeed.

 

[wereq]

That was my way before death

Death is too good for you.

 

[wereq]

I yearn for deliverance. Perhaps one day...

Same here. But I don't think God is going to deliver us from this curse. He hates us. We have save ourselves through death or any other means.

 

[Minamoto]

Same here. But I don't think God is going to deliver us from this curse. He hates us. We have save ourselves through death or any other means.

 

[Runt171]

This is the one thought that I always think about at the back of my mind. Its ALWAYS there. I had such grandiose expectations from my life and then all of it went to shit because I wasn't good enough to compete and succeed.

Same I can cope with not being able to get women because they didn't live up to what I thought they would be
If I want sex I can just escortmaxx

Sex is pretty much all you will get from
foids nowadays anyway
(Obviously not us but you know what I mean)
they have no substance to them at all most of them are exactly the same because their nature has been fully released and gone unpunished by this gynocentric society


But all of my other dreams being crushed too is way too much and I doubt I will ever be able to fully cope with being a failure in everything I wanted
My whole life has just been one painful waste of time

 

[wereq]

But all of my other dreams being crushed too is way too much and I doubt I will ever be able to fully cope with being a failure in everything I wanted
My whole life has just been one painful waste of time

plz kill me. I'm a total failure in life.

 

[Runt171]

plz kill me. I'm a total failure in life.

You'll have to do that yourself aswell as the rest of us on this site

 

[wereq]

You'll have to do that yourself aswell as the rest of us on this site