My first year in university was hell on earth
I'm finally back home, and well, not everything is good. A war might happen again soon, I might die, but I'm not all sad. How can I say that I don't feel as bad anymore
I just have to go to a driving lesson, which suck cuz I don't know how to drive at 20 ( it is very common for guys to start to drive without a driving license at 15 or 16) so I feel awful going to class and the instructors expect me to alrdy know how to drive but it is only an hour a day after that I'm free to cope with porn training studying reading art, etc...
just e in my room all alone by myself, I'm safe, no one to bully or intimidate me, I'm the lowest of the low, born to be abused and bullied
a neutral beta that men and women like the hurt alike
So not going to uni even if it is only for two months is like heaven, and I'm so happy right now just typing this, I might cry
Maybe being an incel is not that hard when you don't see happy couples and 20-year-old guys trying to act all tough to get some low-tier Becky every day
Sometimes I do get super depressed and stressed for no reason, but then I just hug a pillow and slowly breathe until I calm down. It is a bit hard to describe my feelings right now. I think the best word would be " blissful ignorance."
Anyway, I might make a guide on how to survive college and uni as an incel and post it here for my other fellow youngcel to save them from some of the suffering that I had to go through
I'm finally back home, and well, not everything is good. A war might happen again soon, I might die, but I'm not all sad. How can I say that I don't feel as bad anymore
I just have to go to a driving lesson, which suck cuz I don't know how to drive at 20 ( it is very common for guys to start to drive without a driving license at 15 or 16) so I feel awful going to class and the instructors expect me to alrdy know how to drive but it is only an hour a day after that I'm free to cope with porn training studying reading art, etc...
just e in my room all alone by myself, I'm safe, no one to bully or intimidate me, I'm the lowest of the low, born to be abused and bullied
a neutral beta that men and women like the hurt alike
So not going to uni even if it is only for two months is like heaven, and I'm so happy right now just typing this, I might cry
Maybe being an incel is not that hard when you don't see happy couples and 20-year-old guys trying to act all tough to get some low-tier Becky every day
Sometimes I do get super depressed and stressed for no reason, but then I just hug a pillow and slowly breathe until I calm down. It is a bit hard to describe my feelings right now. I think the best word would be " blissful ignorance."
Anyway, I might make a guide on how to survive college and uni as an incel and post it here for my other fellow youngcel to save them from some of the suffering that I had to go through
