Blackpill I am a narcissistic person, but did anyone else believe since they were little that they would become famous?

[Blackpillcrusader5]

Anyone else?

 

[eldercelder]

Good question. I think for many it's a cope. Especially if you're a truecel, thinking you're something special and your awkward youth status will be reflectd when you're famous. You were different, you were special, now you're famous. And, in a way, being a loser and being famous are correlated in that neither lives a "normie life." You know, the KHHV that has no friends and struggles with everything, and the famous person making millions for just existing. Both are outliers in a way. Most people, the normies, don't experience either lifestyle.

Then again, how many normies dream of / dreamed of being famous? It might be a common human thing. Validation and social acceptance to the maximum.

 

[CircumcisedClown]

Anyone else?

I wanted my life to have purpose. To be remembered in the history books like Alexander the Great, Napoleon, or Julius Caesar.

I remembered in history class where they would discuss battles where 10,000 people died, but the only names they would mention would be the generals or leaders.

>Damn, those 10,000 people were just like me.
>Full grown adults who had dreams, childhoods, and lives, relegated to a footnote, a number in a death tally.

I didn’t want to be another number. I wanted to matter enough that at least my name would be written down somewhere.

I always felt that I was special, and the circumstances, environments, and time in which I was born confirmed that. A little white boy born into the wealthiest and most opportunistic time in history. I always seemed to have an awareness that others didn’t, even adults. An understanding of my own place here and the fragility and opportunity of life.

I soon came to learn that I was special, especially unlucky. Things would always go wrong for me by nothing other than what seemed the cruel fate of the universe. To top it off, I was lucky in the ways that didn’t matter. I soon learned that being tall, strong, good looking, masculine and wealthy mattered more than anything else. I was a smart, albeit easily distracted, kid from an early age, even learning to read earlier than I was supposed to. I was smart enough to learn early on that intelligence was a worthless skill. It only raised expectations, but came with no real benefits.

 

[eldercelder]

I was smart enough to learn early on that intelligence was a worthless skill. It only raised expectations, but came with no real benefits.

Well said.

Are you on the spectrum?

 

[CircumcisedClown]

Now that I’m older, I realize money, fame, power, and influence don’t fucking matter for a happy life. (Money matters, but you don’t need billions).

What matters in life is:

>Good health
>Youth
>Being tall
>Big dick
>Uncut
>Good looking
>Fitness
>Good hair
>Enough money to do what you want
>White genetics

That’s really it. Ben Affleck lived a better life than Napoleon and Caesar combined. Some uncut D1 basketball player today lives better than most kings throughout history.

Alexander the Great’s life can’t compare to my tall, uncut grandpa who married his oneitis at 20.

>Food
>Water
>Shelter
>Sex
>Children

In that order. There’s nothing else.

 

[CircumcisedClown]

Well said.

Are you on the spectrum?

Possibly. Who cares. Social skills are a sliding scale relative to your bones. If you’re really good looking, you can be autistic like Henry Cavill.

 

[CircumcisedClown]

Now that I’m older, I realize money, fame, power, and influence don’t fucking matter for a happy life. (Money matters, but you don’t need billions).

What matters in life is:

>Good health
>Youth
>Being tall
>Big dick
>Uncut
>Good looking
>Fitness
>Good hair
>Enough money to do what you want
>White genetics

That’s really it. Ben Affleck lived a better life than Napoleon and Caesar combined. Some uncut D1 basketball player today lives better than most kings throughout history.

Alexander the Great’s life can’t compare to my tall, uncut grandpa who married his oneitis at 20.

>Food
>Water
>Shelter
>Sex
>Children

In that order. There’s nothing else.

Hell, I just remembered we hosted some rich, foreign exchange student from Italy for a while. He was 6’4”, blonde, and here to play basketball. Obviously he must’ve been uncut.

I’d take that dude’s life over Donald Trump, who’s likely a cutfag.

 

[eldercelder]

Possibly. Who cares. Social skills are a sliding scale relative to your bones. If you’re really good looking, you can be autistic like Henry Cavill.

Yes. There's that equation wherein as looks go down, NT ability has to go up. It's possible you'd be low-tier normie if not on the spectrum. The spectrum can be a contributor to inceldom. I was just asking out of curiosity. And yes, being a spectrum Chad will give you a halo. The spectrum is only relevant if you're in that not-too-good-looking / not-too-ugly camp. Can make or break a person. Not just talking about inceldom, but life in general.

 

[eatdinner]

Even though I have no prospects I still day dream of being famous, it would make all of this worth it. I mean having no friends, no gfs, plus being neglected as a child something’s gotta give. The thought of living a sub par life, not reproducing and dying in obscurity is too painful. I need something to keep me going.