Last few weeks have been tough for me to say the least. I was feeling better about myself but now... I'm not even angry or mad at the world, I'm just sad, depressed and hopeless... I feel empty, my mind is blurry, I'm running out of decent copes. I honestly can't even properly explain how horrible I feel at the moment... What's even the point? What's the purposes of life itself? College sucks, I will soon graduate, at least something but I still have no idea what to do with my life. I might as well get a shitty job, move out and rot on my own.
It's just so hard and tiring to keep fighting battles against yourself. Which is ironic because I love to be alone, no one really bothers you, you're your own king.
Sorry if this seems totally out of place but my mind is everywhere right now...
It's just so hard and tiring to keep fighting battles against yourself. Which is ironic because I love to be alone, no one really bothers you, you're your own king.
Sorry if this seems totally out of place but my mind is everywhere right now...
