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My existence shouldn't have been allowed. I am literally zero, nothing in my life can go my way and bring me any sense of fulfillment. Any joys I have ever had have been merely short term dopamine release from familiar copes. First of all I have never even cared significantly about being celibate, all I wanted was to be a normal person, enjoy socializing, relate to other people, and be good at something in life and have achievements that are valuable and indispensable that would give my existence value but everything I try I have failed at.
Not only am I denied love and affection but I have also been denied of anything that makes life worth living at all, I am literally a walking shell of myself.
Not only am I denied love and affection but I have also been denied of anything that makes life worth living at all, I am literally a walking shell of myself.
