I literally just wake up(didnt sleep all night tho), go to work, come home, ldar, repeat. Nothing will ever improve, there will never be any deviations from this schedule beside my impending suicide.
Im embarrassed with myself and how unbelievably pathetic I am but its all just fucking determinism, nothing I do will ever change me being an ugly framecel manlet.
I can only empathize with my mother over how unbelievably subhuman and autistic I am. I apologized to her that I existed not too long ago and told her I dont plan on going on for much longer and her reaction was obviously just the standard garbage like "you have so much to live for" etc.
its all just cringe to me now, words r useless, I saw a therapist for a few years but its jsut the same garbage platitudes on a loop that obviously have no relevancy to me becuse being an incel is like being a jew during the holocaust, sure the nazis could help jews out, but did they want too? no jfl they wanted them dead.
Im embarrassed with myself and how unbelievably pathetic I am but its all just fucking determinism, nothing I do will ever change me being an ugly framecel manlet.
I can only empathize with my mother over how unbelievably subhuman and autistic I am. I apologized to her that I existed not too long ago and told her I dont plan on going on for much longer and her reaction was obviously just the standard garbage like "you have so much to live for" etc.
its all just cringe to me now, words r useless, I saw a therapist for a few years but its jsut the same garbage platitudes on a loop that obviously have no relevancy to me becuse being an incel is like being a jew during the holocaust, sure the nazis could help jews out, but did they want too? no jfl they wanted them dead.
