Unsaveable
Mythic
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Especially with regards to opposite sex, I can't really say being short even bothers me if I'm not dealing with women but the moment I do have to deal with them their heightism surfaces.
Like I had so many experiences with girls who just hated me from the first glance it's like when they saw i was short their ooga booga female lookist brains activated, for example I had an experience with 2 girls one of the girls i knew since I was a kid. But they were both tall, I tried to go for the shorter one and that didn't work, then I tried the other and that didn't work either.
And I just can't get over how bitter I am over it, like those girls they seem the type that would be down for some kinky stuff, one of them even had braces and she looked so seductive and I wanted to kiss her. It's just feels me with anger dissatisfaction and then dread.
I don't think about these things often but when I do It really bums me out, what's worse is that the age of teen romance and sex is gone even if i somehow ascend it will be with a old roast, i will never get that teens fooling around and kissing and touching a girl for the first time at 14 type situations. It's all done i soon won't even be a teenager anymore and wageslavery shall begun my life which was already empty and boring will turn into utter hell.
Like I had so many experiences with girls who just hated me from the first glance it's like when they saw i was short their ooga booga female lookist brains activated, for example I had an experience with 2 girls one of the girls i knew since I was a kid. But they were both tall, I tried to go for the shorter one and that didn't work, then I tried the other and that didn't work either.
And I just can't get over how bitter I am over it, like those girls they seem the type that would be down for some kinky stuff, one of them even had braces and she looked so seductive and I wanted to kiss her. It's just feels me with anger dissatisfaction and then dread.
I don't think about these things often but when I do It really bums me out, what's worse is that the age of teen romance and sex is gone even if i somehow ascend it will be with a old roast, i will never get that teens fooling around and kissing and touching a girl for the first time at 14 type situations. It's all done i soon won't even be a teenager anymore and wageslavery shall begun my life which was already empty and boring will turn into utter hell.