My father is a normie and doesn't understand why I'm the way I am. He still feels like contributing to society, working even when it's not absolutely necessary (he pretty much looks around for work to be done all the time, and also pushes me to do it constantly), shaving everyday even when he's unemployed and doesn't have to (also no woman in neither of our your lives, nor prospects of getting them). He even feels ashamed about getting free food from the state, which I simply can't understand (especially since both of us, especially him, worked hard and payed into the system already).
Of course I don't feel like doing any of that. I just browse the internet the whole day with pauses for eating, going to the bathroom and sleeping.
Today we were in the car driving and he was for the thousandth time verbally belittling me and rubbing it in that I just sit around and do nothing. I was already feeling emotional because of the argument and when we entered our street I noticed one of the neighbors has a daughter I had never seen before. She was a 7/10 blonde in her early teens, exactly my preferencial age. She was wearing yoga pants and I could see the outline of her panties under it, on her round, juicy butt.
Just when I noticed her and, like always, had my eyes glued to her for a while, my father started ignoring me because a friend called him. Then I was overwhelmed by an intense feeling of frustration and sadness because I know I'll never ever be allowed to even touch someone like her, ever, for the rest of my life, and also for the rest of my life I'll probably have to deal with people annoying me and rubbing in how much of a pathetic loser I am.
As a man you have to do so many things, no one cares if you don't feel like doing them, and as an incel what you want the most in life is forever denied to you. In my case even more harshly because of my particular looks, age and preferences.
I managed to hold back the tears and went to my room, I think he didn't notice anything. I'm so glad I'm going back home to my mom soon, since she annoys me way less.
Of course I don't feel like doing any of that. I just browse the internet the whole day with pauses for eating, going to the bathroom and sleeping.
Today we were in the car driving and he was for the thousandth time verbally belittling me and rubbing it in that I just sit around and do nothing. I was already feeling emotional because of the argument and when we entered our street I noticed one of the neighbors has a daughter I had never seen before. She was a 7/10 blonde in her early teens, exactly my preferencial age. She was wearing yoga pants and I could see the outline of her panties under it, on her round, juicy butt.
Just when I noticed her and, like always, had my eyes glued to her for a while, my father started ignoring me because a friend called him. Then I was overwhelmed by an intense feeling of frustration and sadness because I know I'll never ever be allowed to even touch someone like her, ever, for the rest of my life, and also for the rest of my life I'll probably have to deal with people annoying me and rubbing in how much of a pathetic loser I am.
As a man you have to do so many things, no one cares if you don't feel like doing them, and as an incel what you want the most in life is forever denied to you. In my case even more harshly because of my particular looks, age and preferences.
I managed to hold back the tears and went to my room, I think he didn't notice anything. I'm so glad I'm going back home to my mom soon, since she annoys me way less.
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