Eat a lot of acid and get back to me about what you think ego is.
Didn't know acid was edible, either way I wouldn't do it, and what's definitely ego, is when your decisions are limited, not because you genuinely don't like something, but because you don't like it based on how it makes others view you
For example, nobody would argue that if you won't fuck a man you are an egoist, that would be ridiculous, having sex with men disgusts you, you aren't gay, but there are legit guys on this site that say they won't pay for sex no matter what because they are "above that" and they want to "feel desired", so a legit 10/10 stacey could be offering to fuck for $100 but because she doesn't actually want to do it, and its for money, they'd refuse, that's the mindset I'm getting from your posts, your thoughts and actions (options in life) are limited by your ego
Bottom line is you like holding doors open for girls and I don't..
The door is being held open for everyone, why are you so focused on women, how far are you willing to take this, do you avoid shops and businesses that are female owned, do you choose not to support products that give proceeds to breast cancer research, how much effort are you going to put into spiting women in a pointless and petty way
Like I said before, guys like you are wasting time on "half measures", if you hate women that much, skip all the petty softcore shit, and become a rapist or something, the only person who you are negatively impacting with these pointless petty acts, its yourself, because you have to exert the conscious effort to remember to not do something, leads to a lot of pointless overthinking of simple scenarios
E.g. Woman is walking up to door and is out with her father, he's taking her out to dinner, he's an old frail man, even uses a cane, they are both walking up to the door of a diner you just entered, if you refuse to open the door for her, you refused to open the door for a frail old man by default, you are likely going to pause in that scenario because men aren't on your list of conscious effort to spite, but women are
Its one of those - "do not compute" moments where your brain is panicking to decide what to do
Swap the old man out with your mom or something, someone you care about and its the same thing, you now have to choose
We'll agree to disagree like gentleman now.
You are going to do whatever you want anyways, if you want to keep wasting your thoughts on women this much continue