Ellsworth
Chad but they let me post here anyway
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Fucking hell. It’s just one of those times everything goes to shit. My knee hurts, back hurts, parents upsetting me, can feel depression returning, and just overall feel like what’s the point.
Today on my evening walk I prayed to god and told him that I don’t understand. I don’t see the lesson he’s trying to show me. I have no idea what I’m supposed to do. Suffering on top of suffering. I try to be present and take negative events as a lesson but I’m at my breaking point. I plead to god to show me mercy.
Today on my evening walk I prayed to god and told him that I don’t understand. I don’t see the lesson he’s trying to show me. I have no idea what I’m supposed to do. Suffering on top of suffering. I try to be present and take negative events as a lesson but I’m at my breaking point. I plead to god to show me mercy.