All i want is a successful career, a loving family and to be well off. To be able to travel and enjoy the life ive been given. Some of us simply will end up blabbering on the street shitting our pants for the 3rd time while asking for spare change. Others may ascend even go on to live fairly normal lives. So far my life has not gone how I have imagined, but in some ways it went better even. My advice to anyone here sincerely is not to let the emotions over take you. As long as your health and financial being permits, do the best for yourself in the moment and for the future.