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YalaDAMNchili
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Wondering if most incels are good or bad at academia
Must have been ironic. no other explanation for a fatcurrycel to be that popular unless stacies are making fun of him behind his backHigh IQ first post bro. Anyways, I failed most of my classes because I was too depressed that a CURRY at my school was getting more action. He was short and fat, sub 5 face, but was VOTED HOMECOMING KING and had A LOT OF SEX! How is this possible? This depressed me so much.
I did alright but could have done much better if I hadn’t been an ugly social outcast.
I actually remember once I thought a girl really liked me and I got an easy A for an upcoming assignment, because I just felt so motivated and happy - finally a girl liked me, I was complete. Then I found out afterwards it was bullshit and she was making fun of me for the amusement of her chad jock bully friends. My grades plummeted after that. It really opened my eyes to how much foid validation can affect your performance in everything in life. I had the brain to do so well, but foids refused to help me out.
Dude that fucking sucks so much! Those kids are assholes. Pretending to like someone (especially someone who doesn’t usually get liked) is incredibly cruel, makes me feel sick just thinki about it. In that sort of toxic environment it must have been near impossible to do well. Surprised you didn’t just up and quit school all together. Also sucks that you’re smart and kids being fucktards prevented you from doing as well as you could have. I take some comfort in the fact that I’m dumb as bricks and no matter the circumstances I was doomed academically.
It wasn’t your development that hurt you. Chances are puberty hit you the same time as these changes and you were becoming uglier.I carried a D average my Freshman year of high school. I steadfastly refused to do any homework, I didn't have a calculator and would end up doing math calculations by hand, and, just because I couldn't stand writing, I would leave essay questions blank even if I was capable of answering them. The following year I rapidly swung around to high performer (which I was during elementary school and then fell off in part because as early as ~10 I intuited that I needed to stop being "nerdy" if I wanted to impress foids - it even worked for a little while) because, no joke, I got a taste of how good it felt to grademog striver normscum.
The first test for my Biology course during Sophomore year found me, for some reason, getting drawn in by the material at hand. I read over the necessary content just for the sake of knowing it and found myself getting a perfect score on a test on which a bunch of prepfoids underperformed. The feeling was so good that I rode it out in the rest of my classes too. I hadn't been paying attention in class since 6th grade, but got back on track pretty quickly. The grades I ended up with after that were good enough to get me into a college that was pretty close to the best option available.
Now, interestingly, the more I pulled myself together outwardly, the more I tended to repel people. I had friends and, despite being socially maladroit, even talked with foids back when I was a burnout. All the nostrums that bluepilled faggots are so fond of repeating actually worked against me: getting a haircut, wearing well-fitting clothes, having "prospects", developing "interests" were all milestones on my exile to the margins. I doubtlessly looked worse back then, too. Didn't matter; once they see you slipping they start kicking at your feet.
I'm always hopeful that I'll get to read an obituary with a familiar name on it.
Where’s Pinochet when you need him?
Christ Almighty. Pure fucking poetryAll the nostrums that bluepilled faggots are so fond of repeating actually worked against me: getting a haircut, wearing well-fitting clothes, having "prospects", developing "interests" were all milestones on my exile to the margins. I doubtlessly looked worse back then, too. Didn't matter; once they see you slipping they start kicking at your feet.
This.When I worked for them I always got excellent grades, including in scientific subjects. Unfortunately, depression often got the better of me. That resulted in an extremely unstable performance, with 19/20 alternating with 0/20 for work not handed over.
School is extremely unforgiving to the depressed, perhaps even more so than to the dumb. Seeing mediocre "normscum strivers", as @Ledgemund said, ending up in higher places than me because of neurotypy and stable mood has been suifuel, but in retrospect a blessing because it allowed me to see the absurdity of the rat race.
This.
Mental health + discipline > IQ
When it comes to doing well in school
It wasn’t your development that hurt you. Chances are puberty hit you the same time as these changes and you were becoming uglier.