How weird my brain is

[Deleted member 7448]

I've had a guitar since I was ~12. My parents encouraged me to learn. I didn't, cause I was as lazy back then as I am now.

I got another, better guitar at 16, but I gave up just as quickly.

Now, where is me being retarded come into play? Well, my parents would be delighted for me to learn guitar. They'd love it if I actually did something.

Why didn't I learn guitar? I'm so avoidant, so irrationally anxious about everything, that I didn't want my parents to hear me play/practice guitar. They wouldn't ridicule me, they'd actually praise me if I learned, but I just couldn't. I don't know why.

I wish I was aborted.

 

[Deleted member 12256]

You have heavy depression bro, and i assume for years, did you get any medication help, if you continue like this you will propably rope even way before your parents die. Take something for you depression and you will find some copes too. Fight it back.

 

[UltraFayJr.]

You're a @Weirdcel.

 

[IsolationHurts]

I wish I was aborted.

Indeed

 

[tiredofthisshit]

You have heavy depression bro, and i assume for years, did you get any medication help, if you continue like this you will propably rope even way before your parents die. Take something for you depression and you will find some copes too. Fight it back.

Are you retarded? Meds are poison

 

[Deleted member 12256]

Are you retarded? Meds are poison

If you have a heavy form of depression you either take meds or drugs.

 

[NoMoreSlaving]

You have heavy depression bro, and i assume for years, did you get any medication help, if you continue like this you will propably rope even way before your parents die. Take something for you depression and you will find some copes too. Fight it back.

This is the only medication that can help

 

[Deleted member 7448]

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This is the only medication that can help

Is that a lobotomy kit?

 

[NoMoreSlaving]

Is that a lobotomy kit?

maxillofacial surgery kit

 

[SilentSoup]

You have heavy depression bro, and i assume for years, did you get any medication help, if you continue like this you will propably rope even way before your parents die. Take something for you depression and you will find some copes too. Fight it back.

>just sedate urself bro

Yeah, being sedated, numbed, having your personality repressed (your brain chemically modified) is a great solution to living in a world where you're being denied the most basic fundamental things that make people happy.

SSRI's etc are a way for chads to small-soul incels imo.

I still have my soul intact, those sons of bitches, I might be in misery, absolute constant misery but I'm not letting those motherfuckers do anything to my brain chemistry, even if my brains rebellion against this daily torment I'm imprisoned in makes it act out in dysfunction. I'd rather be dysfunctional and mentally whole than reduced and controlled.

Psycho-the-rapist

 

[NEETAndTidy]

Take some jewpills for your depression. That or just force yourself to learn despite your clear severe anxiety

 

[Felix97]

You‘re not alone on this. I have experienced the same.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

You‘re not alone on this. I have experienced the same.

Really? I was starting to think that this form of really odd behavior was somehow very rare. And I'm like this in so many aspects in life.

 

[Haircutbro]

I have the same
Its because you are scared to be judged, and you cant take the pressure

 

[Felix97]

Really?

yea, I knew that I just needed to force myself and the anxiety would be gone, but I couldn't do it.

 

[Angus13]

I've had a guitar since I was ~12. My parents encouraged me to learn. I didn't, cause I was as lazy back then as I am now.

I got another, better guitar at 16, but I gave up just as quickly.

Now, where is me being retarded come into play? Well, my parents would be delighted for me to learn guitar. They'd love it if I actually did something.

Why didn't I learn guitar? I'm so avoidant, so irrationally anxious about everything, that I didn't want my parents to hear me play/practice guitar. They wouldn't ridicule me, they'd actually praise me if I learned, but I just couldn't. I don't know why.

I wish I was aborted.

Weed bro, it's the best cope ever devised, mary jane is the only lady whose ever been human to me lol.

 

[YungCell]

You have heavy depression bro, and i assume for years, did you get any medication help, if you continue like this you will propably rope even way before your parents die. Take something for you depression and you will find some copes too. Fight it back.

Fuck you and your jew pills