Mine was fucking depressing,
the final months nobody came to highschool to study for the exams home, so it was me, a couple more students and the teachers. Those where the days I realised going to school is something I am going to miss. The final day I visited my highschool, it was to receive my highschool diploma, a teacher asked me how I spent summer and I said great - I was fucking depressed all summer because of uni preparations.
Overall, highschool might remind you of your inceldom and your school bullies, but there are good things to remember too (at least for me). It was the last time I was forced to interact with people and felt part of a community. Like it or not, if you spend every day for many years in the same room with other people, you feel connected, even though you never were friends. I felt part of something, like I belonged somewhere.
This is off topic but I want to say that university is nothing like school, you can procrastinate all you want, nobody forces you to form bonds with others, no one gives a shit about you. You are fucking grown up and have to take responsibilites of your actions. Nobody cares if you are ugly and have issues socializing, you are by yourself.
If I could turn back time to be in a stage of my life I had fun, it would be in primary-school/high-school. This is the last time I can remember myself having fun, waking up and looking forward to something happening, not waking up to yet another day I cuss for being alive.
Those are my thoughts, I know some of you are gonna dislike them (if someone gets to read this -in that case thank you) because as an incel you are not supposed to like anything in life. But when you are starved, even a loaf of bread looks like a nice meal.
How about you, how was your last day of highschool/school in general.
the final months nobody came to highschool to study for the exams home, so it was me, a couple more students and the teachers. Those where the days I realised going to school is something I am going to miss. The final day I visited my highschool, it was to receive my highschool diploma, a teacher asked me how I spent summer and I said great - I was fucking depressed all summer because of uni preparations.
Overall, highschool might remind you of your inceldom and your school bullies, but there are good things to remember too (at least for me). It was the last time I was forced to interact with people and felt part of a community. Like it or not, if you spend every day for many years in the same room with other people, you feel connected, even though you never were friends. I felt part of something, like I belonged somewhere.
This is off topic but I want to say that university is nothing like school, you can procrastinate all you want, nobody forces you to form bonds with others, no one gives a shit about you. You are fucking grown up and have to take responsibilites of your actions. Nobody cares if you are ugly and have issues socializing, you are by yourself.
If I could turn back time to be in a stage of my life I had fun, it would be in primary-school/high-school. This is the last time I can remember myself having fun, waking up and looking forward to something happening, not waking up to yet another day I cuss for being alive.
Those are my thoughts, I know some of you are gonna dislike them (if someone gets to read this -in that case thank you) because as an incel you are not supposed to like anything in life. But when you are starved, even a loaf of bread looks like a nice meal.
How about you, how was your last day of highschool/school in general.
