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I have been very sad and feeling very bad the last days, i just live to work and do nothing with my life, just go to gym and that’s it. I don’t try to go out to pubs to try to know people, the times I tried I didn’t got anything. It has been one year since the last time i had sex with an escort, i didn’t tried again since, and that was also the first time i had sex on my life. I’m 33, i never had a girlfriend. When i leave home i always find black man with white foids on the city which drives me more insane. I feel a lot of pain, sometimes i have suicidal thoughts but I dont want end with my life, i have everything, a job, a roof, healthy body, some money saved, the only thing missing on my life is women. And you know what, it is scary how don’t having women is so strong and counts so much on making me feel happy.
