First of all, I don't have any friends or family, so I can't compare to them. The only points of comparison, concerns old acquaintances, what I read on the internet, that I see in the street, and that I meet from time to time, rarely.
What really pisses me off is the people that constantly show off, with a high arrogance and dishonesty that feels miles away, these people have "succeeded" in society, while I am constantly harassed by bailiffs, litigants, and all sorts of fanatics. What annoys me is not financial wealth, but bragging and creating a spirit of constant competition for nothing, continuous insecurity, that do everything to stand out "of this horde", while the most unfortunate have the right to the worst. Now, they are killing us slowly with their shitty system.
I'm a fatalist, I see only bad in the outside world, and all I want is to escape it. I don't believe anymore in civilized society. Nothing is civilized here, everything becomes abstract and backward,nothing makes sense, nothing goes.
Even in African shitholes you'll find more humanity, than this decadent falling system.
