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I would appreciate any advice you guys have to offer. So, background; I'm 31 years old and have lost touch with all my old friends from school. I consider myself an incel even though if I posted a picture of myself y'all would roast me as a fakecel. I consider myself such because I'm cursed with literally the inability to physically be with a woman I'm not attracted to, of which that standard excludes the ability for me to be with any woman below my looksmatch. I've always been this way and I tried to overcompensate via career and money to help me acquire a looksmatch. I became a pharmacist to gain a decent income but it turns out that has not really helped me at all.
That brings me to today. I am very depressed and have basically given up on finding a woman. Since the only reason I became a pharmacist was because the pay was good and I have given up on the reason I would need the money I have cut myself down to working only 24 hours a week, which is more than enough to financially support just myself. With all this time though I am going insane. What can I do to keep myself going? How do y'all cope with trying just to live day by day? Where does a 31 year old like myself go to make friends? I feel like if I could make friends again I will not be so lonely during all this idle time.
That brings me to today. I am very depressed and have basically given up on finding a woman. Since the only reason I became a pharmacist was because the pay was good and I have given up on the reason I would need the money I have cut myself down to working only 24 hours a week, which is more than enough to financially support just myself. With all this time though I am going insane. What can I do to keep myself going? How do y'all cope with trying just to live day by day? Where does a 31 year old like myself go to make friends? I feel like if I could make friends again I will not be so lonely during all this idle time.
