How non NT are you?

[22yearoldcel]

I think i mog most of this forum in non NTness.

-when i was around 8 years old i didn't talk and only made animal noises for few days and my mother was crying because she thought i was retarded and then took me to doctor and i was diagnosed with autism.

-few years after that my uncle gave me a CD of the movie "rear window" and i watched it for like 40 or 50 times in few months, and then my parents took the cd and hid it so i don't watch anymore.

-I never made eye contact with anyone for more than 3 seconds my entire life,even with my family members. i always stare at the ground while i'm talking to someone

-once i trolled the shit out of some poor guy in gta v online for fun and i was enjoying it, but later that night i felt bad why i did it to him, couldn't sleep that whole night, next day i found his acc and apologized to him and we became friends for about two years in gta v.

i can tell countless examples of these retarded autistic shit that i've doneand i'm the only non NT person in my entire family

 

[unsettling]

not very NT

 

[Words2_live_bye]

I can't talk to random people in public
i can't get a job
i can't talk to women to get a girlfriend
i can't make friends online easily

 

[Restart80]

I detest talking to anybody I don't already know, especially femoids.

I always became obsessed with one or two things at a time. Think the 6 year old kid who breathed, ate, and slept Pokemon.

In a nutshell, probably close to as autistic as you can get while still being high functioning.

 

[Lebensmüder]

I think i mog most of this forum in non NTness.

-when i was around 8 years old i didn't talked and only made animal noises for few days and my mother was crying because she thought i was retarded and then took me to doctor and i was diagnosed with autism.

I emulated video game, movie and TV series characters, but was vocal very early

-few years after that my uncle gave me a CD of the movie "rear window" and i watched it for like 40 or 50 times in few months, and then my parents took the cd and hid it so i don't watch anymore.

I watched much of media in repetitive ways, watched a documentaries about Queimada Grande/Island lanceheads, African snakes and carnivorous plants >50 times each, I routinely obsessed over media and was listening to film music only once (particularly to Star Wars and Mario soundtracks), I once even learnt book entries about reptiles/dinosaurs that interested me by hard

-I never made eye contact with anyone for more than 3 seconds my entire life,even with my family members. i always stare at the ground while i'm talking to someone

I got in trouble at school due to this, since kindergarden I was in mental health services but now I refuse to go there

-once i trolled the shit out of some poor guy in gta v online for fun and i was enjoying it, but later that night i felt bad why i did it to him, couldn't sleep that whole night, next day i found his acc and apologized to him and we became friends for about two years in gta v.

Do/did the same with people irl and offline - even for minor slights, but sadly sometimes I completely lose my shit

I am diagnosed with Autism and comorbidities, was in a multitude of therapy forms (attachment therapy, EEG-related techniques and group therapy) and was nearly not even allowed to enter a normal school, I even had with 4 kind of a suicide attempt under my belt (tried to run in front of a speeding car, told my parents that I was "highly dissatisfied with life")

 

[HighTGymcel]

Idk but its pretty fucking bad

 

[Luxury]

once i trolled the shit out of some poor guy in gta v online for fun and i was enjoying it, but later that night i felt bad why i did it to him, couldn't sleep that whole night, next day i found his acc and apologized to him and we became friends for about two years in gta v.

Can relate. I feel bad even for winning an argument online and I sometimes say something stupid on purpose just so I will lose the argument and so that the other person thinks he won
Extreme autistic trait

 

[IchWillSterben]

Not that I’d get a panic attack when having to order a pizza or collect my delivery

 

[22yearoldcel]

I detest talking to anybody I don't already know, especially femoids.

I always became obsessed with one or two things at a time. Think the 6 year old kid who breathed, ate, and slept Pokemon.

In a nutshell, probably close to as autistic as you can get while still being high functioning.

Same, when a random guy asks me question i'm always in shock for 5 seconds and then i talk to him.

I emulated video game, movie and TV series characters, but was vocal very early

I watched much of media in repetitive ways, watched a documentaries about Queimada Grande/Island lanceheads, African snakes and carnivorous plants >50 times each, I routinely obsessed over media and was listening to film music only once (particularly to Star Wars and Mario soundtracks), I once even learnt book entries about reptiles/dinosaurs that interested me by hard

I got in trouble at school due to this, since kindergarden I was in mental health services but now I refuse to go there

Do/did the same with people irl and offline - even for minor slights, but sadly sometimes I completely lose my shit

I am diagnosed with Autism and comorbidities, was in a multitude of therapy forms (attachment therapy, EEG-related techniques and group therapy) and was nearly not even allowed to enter a normal school, I even had with 4 kind of a suicide attempt under my belt (tried to run in front of a speeding car, told my parents that I was "highly dissatisfied with life")

It never began for us non NTs, we will never know how a normal life feels like.

Can relate. I feel bad even for winning an argument online and I sometimes say something stupid on purpose just so I will lose the argument and so that the other person thinks he won
Extreme autistic trait

Even right now i feel like shit that why i posted stuff here that offended people or made them feel bad about themselves, but when i posted it i tried to be as disturbing as possible and enjoyed the fact that it offends people, fuck man i wish there was cure for this...

 

[Restart80]

Same, when a random guy asks me question i'm always in shock for 5 seconds and then i talk to him.

Yeah. My way of coping with this is always sounding very formal and structured in my manner of speaking. Just pretend you're vocalizing an essay theory.

 

[Inceloner]

Im ok with people i just avoid them because i have no life and dont want them to find out

 

[Deleted member 28708]

not very NT

 

[Kaisercel]

I'm pretty normal. Just introvert.

 

[Deleted member 39207]

pretty bad up in there but i dont tell people much so the masquerade is pretty convincing

 

[l4ncr]

cutting all the tags off my clothes because sensitivity

having read both animal farm and 1984 at ten years old and now i cant sit still for 2 minutes to read something small and mandatory