Dr.Fishman
Self-banned
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- Oct 9, 2022
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Well, I'm came to her lately few times telling her I feel massive mental deterioration, and I need an increase in anti-depression and mood-stabilizer doses, because "I never had a girlfriend and I'm getting old"(you can't talk to her openly about your sexual desires because women are puritanic in their nature, and they never get horny because they are sacred, it's only us males who have this filthy sexual thoughts about women and it's a sin. well, at least that's the impression my psychiatrist and other men haters foids leave to us). And she is simply so unemphatic and just can't hide and disguise her hatred and antagonism toward me, and I just can feel what runs through head while I'm talking to her about it -
It is just "How and why the hell this fat ugly mentally disabled guy think he deserved to be attracted and loved by a woman?! He just has to sit in his room, jerk off forever, and suffer quietly, this disgusting subhuman".
Eventually, before the fact that she is a psychiatrist and I'm a mental patient, we're firstly a man and a woman that meat each other and talk a lot, and I have to tell her about my life as part of the treatment.
So, like every man and woman who socially connected, she sits there and first and foremost evaluate my SMV and how attractive I'm looking to her, before she even starting to take the role being a psychiatrist, while I actually do the same as male that a female sit Infront of him, just evaluate her SMV and how attractive she is to my eyes. Eventually, I got to get the bad vibes, not her. It is just that I'm an incel and I want sex, and that's already a crime.
It is just "How and why the hell this fat ugly mentally disabled guy think he deserved to be attracted and loved by a woman?! He just has to sit in his room, jerk off forever, and suffer quietly, this disgusting subhuman".
Eventually, before the fact that she is a psychiatrist and I'm a mental patient, we're firstly a man and a woman that meat each other and talk a lot, and I have to tell her about my life as part of the treatment.
So, like every man and woman who socially connected, she sits there and first and foremost evaluate my SMV and how attractive I'm looking to her, before she even starting to take the role being a psychiatrist, while I actually do the same as male that a female sit Infront of him, just evaluate her SMV and how attractive she is to my eyes. Eventually, I got to get the bad vibes, not her. It is just that I'm an incel and I want sex, and that's already a crime.