How much of a waste is your life?

[Deleted member 7448]

My life is an absolute joke.

To put it in perspective, during my weekend, the 2 days that I'm not forced to slave at a job I hate that pays me way too little and works me way too much, this is what I did. From morning till now, in the evening, all I did was play Civilization 5. More so, I suck at it. I played 1 game, one freaking game. Not even online, single player. On only medium fucking difficulty. And I still haven't won yet, there's still a bit left. FInally got a cultural victory. Took me so many hours jesus christ.

Here's where it gets worse: by comparison, this is a pretty damn productive day. Usually I just waste it browsing the internet and rewatching whatever bullshit sitcom, by the end of the day I completely forgot what I did. It's like I teleported through time.

I've been rotting for years now. If I didn't have to slave away to pay the bills I'd just be home doing nothing. Actually, I love doing nothing. God I hate work.

 

[Bangkok or bust]

I'm 41. I've virtually done nothing productive for 17 years, other than improve my knowledge base.

I've def. wasted 20 years.

 

[torujo]

i wake up, i lurk on the internet for hours and i go to sleep

 

[Sans]

A complete waste. But I’m excited to waste all of it.

 

[Brahcel]

All of it has been a waste and cruel joke on me

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

My life is a very funny joke

 

[Reimu Hakurei]

i wake up, i lurk on the internet for hours and i go to sleep

 

[Michael15651]

A good majority of it.

 

[ihaveno1]

i should've never been born

 

[Insomniac]

I failed at school despite being told I had great potential. My whole life is one giant disappointment and I can’t wait for it to end.

i should've never been born

 

[Anoncel123]

I never accomplished anything relevant in my life.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

i should've never been born

same. I was a failed abortion

 

[RopeMaXXer]

I feel you OP.
I am slowly giving up on self improvement too, stopped cooking relatively healthy meals and now just live off junk food and waste my free time playing games from a time when I was happy. I don't know where I'll be in 5 years.
I am mildly starting to enjoy work though, maybe it's stockholm syndrome or maybe it's the fact that it's the only stimulating thing I do throughout the day. I don't know anymore. Imagine rationalizing your slavery while trust fund thots fly around europe hopping on foreign dicks spending daddy's money.

 

[GameDevCel]

my life is also like that

 

[Deleted member 6214]

Usually I just waste it browsing the internet and rewatching whatever bullshit sitcom, by the end of the day I completely forgot what I did. It's like I teleported through time.

This is so so true, it's what I've been feeling like for the past 4 years.

 

[Deleted member 4159]

I graduated from a top tier university in the top 5% of my class, while graduating a semester early. However, my social experiences were subpar, and my helicopter parents ruined alot of my opportunities. Also, a health issue of mine ruined the past 3 years. I'd say that I've had decent accomplishments given my circumstances, but there's alot of wasted potential.

 

[Cuyen]

A complete waste. But I’m excited to waste all of it.

 

[Izayacel]

My life is an absolute joke.

To put it in perspective, during my weekend, the 2 days that I'm not forced to slave at a job I hate that pays me way too little and works me way too much, this is what I did. From morning till now, in the evening, all I did was play Civilization 5. More so, I suck at it. I played 1 game, one freaking game. Not even online, single player. On only medium fucking difficulty. And I still haven't won yet, there's still a bit left. FInally got a cultural victory. Took me so many hours jesus christ.

Here's where it gets worse: by comparison, this is a pretty damn productive day. Usually I just waste it browsing the internet and rewatching whatever bullshit sitcom, by the end of the day I completely forgot what I did. It's like I teleported through time.

I've been rotting for years now. If I didn't have to slave away to pay the bills I'd just be home doing nothing. Actually, I love doing nothing. God I hate work.

i ewhore
play more dmc5 ( on a serious level / trying to get rly good )
play rts ( as serious as possible using hotkeys and shit )
browse the web
play league
ewhore more

then i may sleep

 

[RollD20]

All.

 

[Of Manlets and Men]

My life is mostly a waste because I don't do anything meaningful at my dead-end job, just the same tedious shit over and over. When the weekend rolls around I think of it as a time to relax rather than "accomplish" something.

If I were Chad with his job as VP of Corporate Bullshit at his daddy's company where he doesn't have to do any real work, of course I'd have a lot more time and energy to "accomplish" things.

 

[Dionysus]

a big waste. I have no motivation to do anything

 

[Deleted member 1983]

wake up , rot at pc for 15 hrs sleep. thats when im not wageslaving

 

[Deleted member 16455]

life is a scam if you are not white and over 6 feet tall

 

[YungCell]

Its always been a waste but the last year has especially been absolutely meaningless, I've done absolutely nothing of value even compared to my normal meaningless ldar lifestyle

 

[Valiant Virgin]

I've been in the same low end job for years with no prospect of career progression.

When I'm not working I spent most of the day sitting in by myself on the computer.

 

[Blacktarpill]

Just do whatever you want tbh.

 

[StaroRavager]

My eyes are open, "success" and "achievement" are lies. This was the best someone like me could do

 

[Bakura806]

is your job easy and do you have to talk to humans often?

 

[Deleted member 15752]

i wake up, i lurk on the internet for hours and i go to sleep

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I'm the same, I just rot all day. One of my only copes is playing video games and I'm generally pretty bad at them, despite my having played them since I was about 5 years old.

 

[Alone75]

Mine is pretty pathetic, at least I have a job again though so that wasted time is getting me some extra money at least.

Otherwise it's at home in my room, coping with the internet, music, movies and the shows I follow and trying not to masturbate too much. The weekends are the hardest, I'm trapped in the same old routine.

 

[Deleted member 6599]

I liked Civilization 4 better.
Both 4 and 5 were great games though. Civilization 6 has me needing a better PC though...

 

[Wonder]

I study, but I don't like the field. Due to reasons I can't switch to any other field.

Other than that I read books and am in the process of writing my own book. I have the plot laid out and am currently thinking out all of the scenes. After that I think the writing will be the easy part.

 

[Manletmancer]

I don't believe in "wasted" life. All life is a waste. Even if you were a badass Chad, eventually you'd get bored and wish for death too. All roads lead to death.

 

[Cuyen]

i ewhore
play more dmc5 ( on a serious level / trying to get rly good )
play rts ( as serious as possible using hotkeys and shit )
browse the web
play league
ewhore more

then i may sleep

ewhoring is pretty high IQ

 

[Joelossus]

My eyes are open, "success" and "achievement" are lies. This was the best someone like me could do

This tbh. Most things that are considered achivements by normies seem to be completly meaningless to me.

 

[GoonCel]

A complete waste. But I’m excited to waste all of it.

 

[Deleted member 6753]

"waste" implies I could be doing something else but I am too low iq and unskilled to achieve anything professionally, and too much of a freakish outcast to have any kind of social life. I am right where I would have always ended up.

 

[InMyCellInHell]

I just sit in front of the computer browsing online, wondering what the point of my birth even was. I work a shitty job since I cannot find anything else and wonder how much longer before I have the inevitable slow, painful death life has in store for me.

 

[Johny.speiz]

I'm the same, I just rot all day. One of my only copes is playing video games and I'm generally pretty bad at them, despite my having played them since I was about 5 years old.

This tbh. I used to play video games, not being specially good at them, but gave up a few months ago. I try to force myself to go out, go hiking, go riding, read books. It calms myself and at least I learn many new things.
LDAR is good for sometime, but it's very destructible in the long term, in my experience.

 

[albie]

I met up with two guys I don't really like then I ate then I went on the web and wrote this. No job. HAHAHAHAH. You WORK? HAHAHAH. what a life. There used to poetry in every puddle. A million libraries.

 

[Blacktarpill]

Its not that bad but i hate education.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I met up with two guys I don't really like then I ate then I went on the web and wrote this. No job. HAHAHAHAH. You WORK? HAHAHAH. what a life. There used to poetry in every puddle. A million libraries.

I would not enjoy being homeless and eating out of the trash, so I work.

 

[albie]

I would not enjoy being homeless and eating out of the trash, so I work.

I'm crazy and they pay me to be that way it seems.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I'm crazy and they pay me to be that way it seems.

You could be a paraplegic in my country and you wouldn't even get enough to feed yourself.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

I met up with two guys I don't really like then I ate then I went on the web and wrote this. No job. HAHAHAHAH. You WORK? HAHAHAH. what a life. There used to poetry in every puddle. A million libraries.

that's amazing that people want to hang out with you, i have to fight just to get someone to come out once on the weekend

 

[albie]

You could be a paraplegic in my country and you wouldn't even get enough to feed yourself.

Where's that? I get £250 a fortnite for just food and stuff. And then I have my £140 fortnitely rent paid.

 

[Blacktarpill]

I'm crazy and they pay me to be that way it seems.

t. foid

 

[albie]

that's amazing that people want to hang out with you, i have to fight just to get someone to come out once on the weekend

My ;'friends' and I were part of a mental health walking group that was handed to us to run and has since shrunk to just the three of us. One's a jew who is thinks he's in charge and gives us orders and is constantly on about my dirty clothes and the other I've arguments with before. I would shoot them both and wear their skins.

t. foid

Explain yourself.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Where's that? I get £250 a fortnite for just food and stuff. And then I have my £140 fortnitely rent paid.

The poorest parts of eastern europe. Human life and labor isn't worth shit around here.