SuicideFuel How many suicidal thoughts do you have in a day?

[currycel102]

How many different instances in the day do you have suicidal thoughts?
5 years ago when i was in high school I feel like if i was up at 3am and thinking too deeply about life i would think about what it would be like to kill myself
Now Im 22 and even during the daytime when im working and talking with others i feel like i should just disappear

I dont want to actually kill myself to be honest, I just want something out of my control to take me away. Like i just dont wake up tomorrow. Or i get murdered or a car accident. I dont want to do the action myself.

 

[Da_Yunez]

How many different instances in the day do you have suicidal thoughts?
5 years ago when i was in high school I feel like if i was up at 3am and thinking too deeply about life i would think about what it would be like to kill myself
Now Im 22 and even during the daytime when im working and talking with others i feel like i should just disappear

I dont want to actually kill myself to be honest, I just want something out of my control to take me away.2 Like i just dont wake up tomorrow. Or i get murdered or a car accident. I dont want to do the action myself.

At least once a day, twice, even more when bombarded with suifuel when going outside.

 

[Seahorsecel]

Every living second. This life torments me...

 

[VideoGameCoper]

Multiple times a day usually

 

[Starfish.Belgrade]

Countless times

 

[currycel102]

At least once a day, twice, even more when bombarded with suifuel when going outside.

To be honest i dont get suifuel when going outside -- i get suifuel when im home alone and reflecting on what happened during the day.

 

[Tsunchad]

Every day. Being constantly compared to your chad brother and father will take a toll on you.

 

[foidkiller88]

How many different instances in the day do you have suicidal thoughts?
5 years ago when i was in high school I feel like if i was up at 3am and thinking too deeply about life i would think about what it would be like to kill myself
Now Im 22 and even during the daytime when im working and talking with others i feel like i should just disappear

I dont want to actually kill myself to be honest, I just want something out of my control to take me away. Like i just dont wake up tomorrow. Or i get murdered or a car accident. I dont want to do the action myself.

it’s the exact same way for me, brocel

 

[Nemesis]

How many a day? I don't know. I only can say, that they are on a daily basis

 

[copemaxx9002]

Every living second. This life torments me...

 

[Curry from Ohio]

24,152

 

[Leonardo Part V]

Zero.

 

[Regressive]

its always lurking in mind n presents itself to me often

 

[damascus]

I just want something out of my control to take me away.

i understand where you are coming from
however for me the question isnt how often i feel that way
its more like how often i dont, and its not very often
some days i feel less anxious and suicidal and more numb

 

[BPJ]

its always lurking in mind n presents itself to me often

 

[Autistic Uggo]

Multiple times a day usually

 

[Balding Subhuman]

Depends on the day but it has been getting better for me lately

 

[Sloth.Belgrade]

I don't really get any

 

[wastedcodeine]

As of late at least once per day

 

[TheJester]

Not as much as i used to, maybe once a week

 

[Fevet]

Once, when I wake up or maybe when I stumble across some ERfuel on insta

 

[RandomGuy]

I suck the goyimi dry and get high doing it.

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