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currycel102
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How many different instances in the day do you have suicidal thoughts?
5 years ago when i was in high school I feel like if i was up at 3am and thinking too deeply about life i would think about what it would be like to kill myself
Now Im 22 and even during the daytime when im working and talking with others i feel like i should just disappear
I dont want to actually kill myself to be honest, I just want something out of my control to take me away. Like i just dont wake up tomorrow. Or i get murdered or a car accident. I dont want to do the action myself.
5 years ago when i was in high school I feel like if i was up at 3am and thinking too deeply about life i would think about what it would be like to kill myself
Now Im 22 and even during the daytime when im working and talking with others i feel like i should just disappear
I dont want to actually kill myself to be honest, I just want something out of my control to take me away. Like i just dont wake up tomorrow. Or i get murdered or a car accident. I dont want to do the action myself.