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How many of you think you are now so messed up in the head that having a girlfriend can no longer save you? Are you to far gone?
How many of you think u got permanent psych damage that a gf could no longer help you
Yes, obviously. If you haven't had a girlfriend by age 19 (I'm being a bit generous here), then you've missed out on an extremely important formative experience.
Yup completely neurotic and borderline psychopath here.
im a broken person
Pretty much. I'm not deluded like some of these dudes that think getting a girl will solve all their issues. What about all the bullshit that comes with getting into a relationship with a woman? I have a general dislike and boredom for people and life in general. Maybe had I had a normal upbringing to begin with, I wouldn't have became like this, who knows.
yes absolutely
I am permanently damaged in the brain at a neurological level
I am permanently damaged in the brain at a neurological level
I could be NT af if I got some pussy.
If you woke up good looking I guarantee you would love life by the end of the day.
my neural connections are lost forevermylifeistrash said:
I've been broken since birth.
Yep, I'm broken beyond repair at this point. I'm nothing but a shell filled with hate and despair.
Maybe things could have turned out differently if I grew up normally, but now it's too late for me.
Maybe things could have turned out differently if I grew up normally, but now it's too late for me.
Nah. I'm still NT enough to fake being normal enough so I still have male and female friends.
The validation and support of having a girlfriend would pretty much get rid of my insecurity and confidence issues. You guys underestimate how much validation and love feels like. I remember I was probably the best student at my high school and a really helpful and caring person towards my family, peers, community in the time between when my prom date said yes and prom (went back to being a secrety depressed, internally rotting, but still relatively competent and accomplished sack of shit after I realized I couldnt escalate).
The validation and support of having a girlfriend would pretty much get rid of my insecurity and confidence issues. You guys underestimate how much validation and love feels like. I remember I was probably the best student at my high school and a really helpful and caring person towards my family, peers, community in the time between when my prom date said yes and prom (went back to being a secrety depressed, internally rotting, but still relatively competent and accomplished sack of shit after I realized I couldnt escalate).
I can not longer see females outside of my family as fully humans, that will not change not matter what happens to me
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I'm fucked
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feel fine
You could be a mentally disturbing Chad and still score some punanis.
Brain damage from years of drug abuse checkin in.
I think not... if a had a GF my life would be 50% better.
I should not have to get a girlfriend and lose my virginity after 18. But better late then never.
if you havent had a serious relationship by 17 then its over. the damage is done.
KValt said:
I feel like it would still be pointless. I would still be fully aware how much looks matter and how shallow people are. I would either live in fear of her leaving me every day or be completely indifferent thanks to the blackpill.
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mylifeistrash said:
No, some are truly broken beyond repair. The hopes, joy and potentials of the past now lie lost and gone, like grains of sand.
idkwattodowithlife said:
Legit
Poverty also fucked me up, i was poor AF trough all my life and not so long ago i managed to get a decent freelance contract that got me like x3 times what people in my area earn in a month, but the money didn't make me happy, i literally didn't know what to do with it, i just had 1200€ sitting on a desk while i do what i do every day, sit on PC and eat the same shit and wear the same clothes.
Im pretty sure similar would happen to most of us if by some magic a girl got interested in us, we simply wouldn't know what to do or how to behave, like we wouldn't even know how to enjoy it.
Im pretty sure similar would happen to most of us if by some magic a girl got interested in us, we simply wouldn't know what to do or how to behave, like we wouldn't even know how to enjoy it.
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Pursue the money. It is your best hope. But you may have to go beyond your comfort zone to change your situation. Sorry to sound like a normie, but I think it is true.
JovanD said:
Pursue the money. It is your best hope. But you may have to go beyond your comfort zone to change your situation. Sorry to sound like a normie, but I think it is true.
Tuttle said:
I got nothing else to do TBH, altho im mostly pursuing my dreams and shit that interests me and just happen to be lucky in a sense that there is a market for 3D computer graphics and also that it is possible to self publish video games and programs in this day and age.
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im way too far gone autism and non-NT wise, maybe it could be fixed through socialization but i strongly doubt it tbh. the way i perceive and intrepret social situations is already aspie as fuck so socialization won't help unless i actively change my beliefs.
(It's over)
It gets a bit better, but your brain is always fucked because of what you missed out on when younger.
I'm basically just filled with bitterness and hate about it all - and that will never change boyos.
I'm basically just filled with bitterness and hate about it all - and that will never change boyos.
I don't know. How am I suppose to know that?
no this is all just rolep[laying for me
Lol, I was fucked up beyond belief at 5 years old. Got bullied by a group of racist, soon to be chads in kindergarten, which crushed all my confidence and turned me into a neurotic, high inhib mess of a person. In my late teens this developed into paranoid and avoidant personality disorder, with depression being a natural consequence. By 18 i cut off all contact with everyone i knew and have lived in semi isolation ever since.
I have no illusions about ever being in a fulfilling relationship. I even had this cuteish 5/10 that was into me when I was at band camp at 17.
I don't know why, I guess she was into me because I'm mulatto and I was the best looking guy there(I'm roughly average, competition wasn't great), she basically jumped into my bed the first day and we made out. If i had a condom, I would have lost my virginity, but at that time i figured condoms were cope. She sneaked in my room every night and we slept together, cuddled and kissed. The last day of band camp she kept on insisting that I had to call her when i got home, so we could visit each other and start a relationship. I reassured her that i would, knowing full well that I was never going to do it.
Why?
I knew for a fact that because she liked me, she oversaw my borderline autistic personality. Eventually, though, she would open her eyes. Once i sperge out in front of her friends and family it would be over. And even if i managed to appear NT, I would still be miserable. As a paranoiacel I would require full control of her at all times, to prevent her from cheating on me. This would obviously be a shitty relationship for both of us.
My only cope is to lookmax and surgerymax(will get a lot of money this year), so I can have one night stands through tinder.
Will get jaw angle, and cheek implants. Anyone had them or know about them?
I have no illusions about ever being in a fulfilling relationship. I even had this cuteish 5/10 that was into me when I was at band camp at 17.
I don't know why, I guess she was into me because I'm mulatto and I was the best looking guy there(I'm roughly average, competition wasn't great), she basically jumped into my bed the first day and we made out. If i had a condom, I would have lost my virginity, but at that time i figured condoms were cope. She sneaked in my room every night and we slept together, cuddled and kissed. The last day of band camp she kept on insisting that I had to call her when i got home, so we could visit each other and start a relationship. I reassured her that i would, knowing full well that I was never going to do it.
Why?
I knew for a fact that because she liked me, she oversaw my borderline autistic personality. Eventually, though, she would open her eyes. Once i sperge out in front of her friends and family it would be over. And even if i managed to appear NT, I would still be miserable. As a paranoiacel I would require full control of her at all times, to prevent her from cheating on me. This would obviously be a shitty relationship for both of us.
My only cope is to lookmax and surgerymax(will get a lot of money this year), so I can have one night stands through tinder.
Will get jaw angle, and cheek implants. Anyone had them or know about them?
LeagueEuW said:
Check out Eppley in the US if you have a big budget. Those custom wraparound chin and jaw implants look great.
Cheek implants are cope though, don't bother with them.
itsOVER said:
I was actually browsing Eppley's site yesterday. I'm considering it. The price for the procedure is pretty much the same as in my country, however the flight ticket would be expensive and I would need to stay in the US for 2 weeks in case of infection.
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