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Deleted member 21908
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i don't think i can go on tbh. I tried cs my first semester but was too low IQ even when I put in so many hours then switched to business idk why and I have no motivation to learn or do any of this shit. the depression/rotting has ruined my brain I can't even study willingly anymore. I just want to rot. 21 yr old kv surrounded by chads/stacys who are so energetic with supporitve friends/ family. I just rot in my room all day watching anime and playing games. I might be lazy idk anymore. even if I moneymaxx i won't get surgery and all I can do is buy copes
i feel like a low IQ monkey surrounded by lions tbh. social anxiety doesn't help either. I have 1 more year left till i graduate with some shitty management degree which I doubt will do me any good. might as well use the financial aid money to cope with vidya and weed until it runs out.
they were right when they said if you didn't make it socially in high school college will not be any better. funny how family thinks since im quiet and spent all day in my room that im some genius. gg boyos
i feel like a low IQ monkey surrounded by lions tbh. social anxiety doesn't help either. I have 1 more year left till i graduate with some shitty management degree which I doubt will do me any good. might as well use the financial aid money to cope with vidya and weed until it runs out.
they were right when they said if you didn't make it socially in high school college will not be any better. funny how family thinks since im quiet and spent all day in my room that im some genius. gg boyos
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