It's Over How long should i carry on?

[Iranianoldcel]

I'm losing the small amount of hope that is left with me. I'm a bit drunk right now but I thought it could be the right time to vent about the horrifying thing we call life. I'm In my mid 30's and everything is seriously getting redundant. Today was a Holiday and I literally spent it by watching YouTube videos all day long and now I feel empty af. I just realized my life is basically a short story on repeat. Wageslaving ,coming back home doing retarded stuff and trying to cope with entertainment on weekends. I have to survive with a salary of 220 dollars a month.

Wish I had the guts to end my life but I can't do it for my parents. I literally have zero point to live, logically speaking. Been yearning for a hug or a cuddle/ kiss for years now. Recently even a 45 year old woman (literally my looks match) who I cold approached,rejected me.

I'm in a dungeon where there is no light. A witch or an angel are the only options left that can help me to find a beam of light in this hellhole that I'm living in, an we all know that's nothing but a myth. Despite all of this, my brokrn, crushed heart still wants to believe there is a way out.

I'm tired.

 

[SuperKanga.Belgrade]

 

[DarkStar]

Brutal as fuck read, I personally think all wizardcel story threads should be pinned so we can all pay respects.

And that is very relatable. My life, feels as if it's a short-story on repeat that changes scenery every once in awhile.

I don't think I have the guts to end it all, at least not soon.

 

[THE TRUE CHONKLER]

Brutal as fuck read, I personally think all wizardcel story threads should be pinned so we can all pay respects.

And that is very relatable. My life, feels as if it's a short-story on repeat that changes scenery every once in awhile.

I don't think I have the guts to end it all, at least not soon.

Im overdosing on bluepills and hopemaxxing these days

 

[chudjak]

I don't plan on getting old

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I don't plan on getting old

Same, I also don't think I will have a choice in the matter.

 

[starystulejarz]

Do psychedelics they can remove your depression temporary for 1-12 months. It would be they only thing that could keep me going while wagecucking.

 

[Only_Perspective]

I have to survive with a salary of 220 dollars a month.

is that minimum wage? seems really low even for poor countries.

 

[Iranianoldcel]

Brutal as fuck read, I personally think all wizardcel story threads should be pinned so we can all pay respects.

And that is very relatable. My life, feels as if it's a short-story on repeat that changes scenery every once in awhile.

I don't think I have the guts to end it all, at least not soon.

Thanks bro. I appreciate it. Yeah life gets tougher as you get older. I was a bit drunk now I'm feeling a Lil bit better.

After all its the unmerciful coping mechanism that keeps me going.

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I don't plan on getting old

you'll be my age in blink of an eye. Time flies. Hopefully your life gets better by then

Do psychedelics they can remove your depression temporary for 1-12 months. It would be they only thing that could keep me going while wagecucking.

I might try shrooms. See if it helps. Someone recently told me that it doesn't get you high and you don't hallucinate which is disappointing

is that minimum wage? seems really low even for poor countries.

I guess this amount is the average rn. Most people are getting paid the same amount. Between 200-250.

 

[Kaichee]

Praise the sun!

 

[Grodd]

I don't plan on getting old

 

[SilverBullet]

Been yearning for a hug or a cuddle/ kiss for years now.

You aren’t entitled to this inkie!

 

[starystulejarz]

I might try shrooms. See if it helps. Someone recently told me that it doesn't get you high and you don't hallucinate which is disappointing

You do hallucinate don't believe those retards it was a pretty fun experience but also a terrifying when i added more of them instead deciding on one dose. Watch some yt videos while tripping they look insanely immersive you feel like you are a cameraman, nature looks beautiful and you feel like you are one with them i haven't felt such happiness since i was a kid. Not a single foid could give you such happiness. So magic mushrooms > any foid.

 

[JKlancecaster069]

I don't plan on getting old

 

[Only_Perspective]

I guess this amount is the average rn. Most people are getting paid the same amount. Between 200-250.

is that enough to live alone? you know rent, groceries and all of that stuff?

 

[Emba]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2X_2IdybTV0

Don't you cry no more

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

I don't plan on getting old

 

[CuntHater]

I don't plan on getting old

Same I plan on going down spectacularly one day, taking as many kikes and foids with me as me as possible. Sadly right now my disabled brother needs me to take care of him, and so does my cat, the only things keeping me alive.

I don't fear death, for I have been dead inside for most of my live. All I know is one day I'll be drinking mead in Valhalla together with ER (PBUH) and all the other saints of the incelosphere.