How I've Changed Since Joining This Forum

[Awake]

Basically, when I first joined this forum about two and a half years ago, I was pretty bluepilled. I still had some hope that I'd eventually find a relationship.

Over time, I started seeing redpill content on YT from guys like Hamza, Andrew Tate, and Balkan Gains. You know their usual advice: hit the gym, get a good haircut, dress well but I've come to see it as a form of gaslighting but we all know that's not how it really works. The only thing they get right is that having money being moneymoxxed makes life easier, even for an incel. So, before I fully discovered the blackpill, I was in a weird spot between being bluepilled and redpilled, still thinking I might have a shot.

Now, I'm in a completely different place. I'm not looking for a relationship anymore, and I don't even want one knowing how foids really are I've started to see foids as nothing more than toilets, and honestly, I feel justified in thinking that. It seems like all foids today are the same: they have ridiculous standards they are promiscuous and only go for the top 1% of men, even when they themselves are sub5s.I now see them as just sexual objects who only have one thing to offer. I feel like this is a fair way to view them, especially since it feels like they only see us as 'wallets' anyway

 

[Animecel2D]

classic bluepilled > redpilled > blackpilled journey

 

[Awake]

classic bluepilled > redpilled > blackpilled journey

Were you like that too?

 

[zd60]

You didn't change you just awakened

 

[Hoor Al-Ayn]

 

[Animecel2D]

Were you like that too?

yes somewhat like that

though truthfully my situation has always felt hopeless even from the start. The awful and constant fighting my parents had, the continuous bullying, mocking and exclusion i endured in school all the way up to university, the ever present loneliness, day in and out

still i clung to a small bit of hope that things would change and my life would become better eventually. But as the years passed everything just kept getting worse. All my hope was extinguished. Now i simply pass my days on this forum and patiently wait for the end

 

[daydreamER]

yes somewhat like that

though truthfully my situation has always felt hopeless even from the start. The awful and constant fighting my parents had, the continuous bullying, mocking and exclusion i endured in school all the way up to university, the ever present loneliness, day in and out

still i clung to a small bit of hope that things would change and my life would become better eventually. But as the years passed everything just kept getting worse. All my hope was extinguished. Now i simply pass my days on this forum and patiently wait for the end

Brutal brother

I hope you can find some solace in the fact that I and many other forum users will remember you and your postmaxxing achievements until the day we die.

That is the beauty of this forum. Many of us would be otherwise forgotten. This is our only real mark on the world. Our only way to live on in someone else’s memory.

 

[Grodd]

The Blackpill always comes to collect

 

[Emba]

Nice big font...


Double plus good!

 

[CroatianManlet2]

I didn't change when i joined this forum because i was blackpilled since 2018. Before that i was watching a lot of redpill channels like a retard to cope.

 

[anglocelticcel]

classic bluepilled > redpilled > blackpilled journey

My journey aswell mate

 

[Lifeless]

I was like this too

In 2020-2022 I was pretty bluepilled aswell, I kept coping by telling myself that I'd eventually find a girlfriend

In 2023-2024 I was redpilled and started watching redpill content creators, this was around the time when looksmaxxing became mainstream, I never bothered actually doing most of the stuff they did, all I did back than was think that working out and getting a haircut would get me a girlfriend

In early 2025 (around late January) I discovered what an Incel is, and only a month later I started doing research on inceldom which eventually led me to the blackpill, I discovered this forum in February, I lurked for about a month and eventually decided to sign up

Currently I am blackpilled and it will remain that way because I have found the truth and I have accepted that as a sub5 no girl will ever be interested in me, and I'm dying alone as a NEET

 

[Vilsonicvs]

I went directly from bluepill to blackpill back in 2021, all thanks to Wheat Waffles and DBDR

 

[SlayerSlayer]

the problem is that women are only fun if they are SUCKING MY DICK, so if they aren't willing to be THE SLUTS THEY SHOULD BE they are boring af and I just dont care about them. women are only good for their vaginas

 

[latinocelhispanicel]

i like to call that pipeline pill, you got pipelinepilled