Fierycel
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It's time I post a few honest very strong threads
I'm done contributing and caring I have to let some of my frustrations out but these are goals I want to pursue but I can't get without proper guidance
I've noticed that smart people have this one quality I lack and this makes them some other breed when it comes to intelligence
It's detachment
I've never been detached my entire life, I'm a very in the moment person I also think about the future and sometimes the past but I've never been able to separate myself from any situation and yet people are talking about it like it's the easiest thing in the world
It's literally the hardest thing in the world to be able to detach yourself
I saw this personality analyst on YouTube and guy was talking about how Jenna Ortega seemed detached so I was like alright, if a female can do it how am I not able to achieve it?
I have no clue, but it's a very real thing, it's gotten to the point where I can't stop obsessing over myself and how awesome I am whenever I'm posting here
Completely 100% legit story, I actually have to log out several times to actually hear what other people say when I'm in arguments or conversations on this forum, that is really how bad it is.
I just constantly find myself think about myself, don't know how to stop it, don't know why it's only me that feels so many things about himself no one else does, I wish I had what some people claim to have
I really want to be detached but I don't know how; don't know for you but for me, I've never been able to separate myself from any conversations, it's only hours or minutes or days later I rewind it back and realize, "That's where I was wrong" and criticize myself but when I'm talking the criticisms just don't come to mind because I'm just so full of myself
It's one of those things you think you want but later realize you were just kidding yourself, that you didn't even know what it was, there were so many times in my life when I was stressing over random stuff and later on it just came to me naturally, and it felt as if all those times worrying and stressing were wasted, which in most cases were
People must be trolling me telling me, "You just have to be detached" I notice I have a very strong sense of self and anything trying to disturb what I think they just don't bother me; I guess I don't see any proof
Anyway tldr: I really want to be detached, how do I become detached?
I'm done contributing and caring I have to let some of my frustrations out but these are goals I want to pursue but I can't get without proper guidance
I've noticed that smart people have this one quality I lack and this makes them some other breed when it comes to intelligence
It's detachment
I've never been detached my entire life, I'm a very in the moment person I also think about the future and sometimes the past but I've never been able to separate myself from any situation and yet people are talking about it like it's the easiest thing in the world
It's literally the hardest thing in the world to be able to detach yourself
I saw this personality analyst on YouTube and guy was talking about how Jenna Ortega seemed detached so I was like alright, if a female can do it how am I not able to achieve it?
I have no clue, but it's a very real thing, it's gotten to the point where I can't stop obsessing over myself and how awesome I am whenever I'm posting here
Completely 100% legit story, I actually have to log out several times to actually hear what other people say when I'm in arguments or conversations on this forum, that is really how bad it is.
I just constantly find myself think about myself, don't know how to stop it, don't know why it's only me that feels so many things about himself no one else does, I wish I had what some people claim to have
I really want to be detached but I don't know how; don't know for you but for me, I've never been able to separate myself from any conversations, it's only hours or minutes or days later I rewind it back and realize, "That's where I was wrong" and criticize myself but when I'm talking the criticisms just don't come to mind because I'm just so full of myself
It's one of those things you think you want but later realize you were just kidding yourself, that you didn't even know what it was, there were so many times in my life when I was stressing over random stuff and later on it just came to me naturally, and it felt as if all those times worrying and stressing were wasted, which in most cases were
People must be trolling me telling me, "You just have to be detached" I notice I have a very strong sense of self and anything trying to disturb what I think they just don't bother me; I guess I don't see any proof
Anyway tldr: I really want to be detached, how do I become detached?