I had this online friend for a long time. About maybe 2 years, we used to chat a lot..
About everything, for hours. We had never shown each other our faces.
I always a friend to her, she even used to call me bro. But I thought that I wanted her. She seemed like the girl of my dreams, I wanted to marry her. If there was anyone I would marry in the world, it would be her. She made life so much more colorful.
one day I open up to her, I tell her everything, how I really feel, and she says
"I can't date you because I don't wanna hurt you"
i didn't have the guts to respond, I disappeared. How after 2 years she still didn't see me that way, never once had a romantic or sexual conversation, all of my advances were always shut down by her..
I remember once when she described her crush to me.. how he was 6'1".. and I'm 5'6"..
Now here I am, and I feel lost and I feel lonely. I was hoping that maybe after I removed her from my Discord friend list she would try to add me back showing that she cares, it's been a year and she never did..
About everything, for hours. We had never shown each other our faces.
I always a friend to her, she even used to call me bro. But I thought that I wanted her. She seemed like the girl of my dreams, I wanted to marry her. If there was anyone I would marry in the world, it would be her. She made life so much more colorful.
one day I open up to her, I tell her everything, how I really feel, and she says
"I can't date you because I don't wanna hurt you"
i didn't have the guts to respond, I disappeared. How after 2 years she still didn't see me that way, never once had a romantic or sexual conversation, all of my advances were always shut down by her..
I remember once when she described her crush to me.. how he was 6'1".. and I'm 5'6"..
Now here I am, and I feel lost and I feel lonely. I was hoping that maybe after I removed her from my Discord friend list she would try to add me back showing that she cares, it's been a year and she never did..
