How I quit my constant hand washing

[Feeshtu]

I just don’t give a fuck anymore.

That is how I quit washing my hands all the time. I just don’t care anymore.

I am ready to die. I am not suicidal. But if I die, it doesn’t matter.

42 years old and never been kissed. Inceldom has worn down my will to live.

Nothing matters.

 

[Rabbi Schneerson]

42 wow how many family members have died ??

 

[Wolnir]

Brutal. What were your younger years like?

 

[Feeshtu]

42 wow how many family members have died ??

None. But my parents and brother are my only family.
We have never been in contact with our relatives.

 

[Feeshtu]

Brutal. What were your younger years like?

Well, my early years were great. I had a lot of friends.
As the years went on, I became more and more isolated.
By high school, I was a ghost.

But at least I have a good family. So I guess it was not as bad as some peoples childhoods.

 

[Wolnir]

Well, my early years were great. I had a lot of friends.
As the years went on, I became more and more isolated.
By high school, I was a ghost.

But at least I have a good family. So I guess it was not as bad as some peoples childhoods.

I became a ghost by the age of 15, and at 23 I am a complete outcast. I was wondering what your life was like in your 20s / 30s. I think I might have the same future.

 

[Friezacel]

how do you cope ?

 

[RegularManlet]

By constant hand washing do you mean OCD?
Or are you just going to stop washing your hands entirely but you used to wash your hands a healthy amount?
Also what were your 20's and 30's like, the way you briefly described your teens/highschool sounds like me and all I have on the horizon for myself is inceldom.

 

[RealSchizo]

I became a ghost

 

[Rabbi Schneerson]

None. But my parents and brother are my only family.
We have never been in contact with our relatives.

Interesting