I'm going try and explain all this without doxxing myself. My earliest memories are my mom and dad fighting while my dad was having a bipolar episode. He ended up blowing a ton of money that left us in very bad financial straights and eventually she ended up convincing my dad to go to his sisters to wait out his episode while my mom and I lived with my grandma for awhile and they mostly raised me as my dad and mom tried to patch things up. During this time my mom had to work to make money and sent me to a preschool to learn. I remember a female teacher there was just really cold and mean, not to me specifically but just in general. My mom and dad eventually patched up and I left that school for kindergarten which was the best school period I had. When I first started elementary was when things got bad. I had trouble interacting with kids and girls were especially mean to me. I remember one group activity had us hold hands in a circle and one girl refused to touch my hand because I was "weird" and another guy had to take her place. 3rd grade was the worst, because the teacher there started a rule that you had to bring your own supplies and one day my glue stick broke and she gave me a colored card which was a punishment system there with you getting a different color based off bad behavior. And another time she got so mad at me because I wasn't getting something she taught I started crying. I don't remember much of 4th or 5th grade. Then I started middle school. I had a insanely tough time getting the subjects and kind of gave up and I also started getting seriously bullied. I had made this thing out of a box I wanted to give to my mom and this one kid came up and just ripped it apart. This same kid also threw a basketball at my head, though a teacher saw and got mad at him, and slapped the back of my head when I was walking into school. Eventually all this got so bad the school had a meeting with my parents and asked me to leave the school since I was having problems. I got sent to I think a mental place because tons of kids there got into fights or had severe mental issues. Eventually my parents pulled me out of that and I did virtual school for the rest of middle school. During that time, I had a ton of political videos pop into my Youtube recommended that I started watching which is where I found out about Incels. I had always thought the things I say here so this stuff wasn't enlighting or something. It wasn't until my first year of real life high school started that I got hit full force with how truly awful girls my age are, and so I decided to join here.
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