Friezacel
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I almost became an alcoholic in 2021. I started drinking when an old classmate called me on Discord with his friends in 2020 during the very first lockdown. They were drunk and because they were drinking i also started to drink a bit. After that i started making myself some cocktails here and there, nothing wild.
Shit started hitting the fan at around the beginning of 2021. It was a few weeks after my dog died and i was deeply depressed and sad. I started drinking every weekend until i was nice and drunk and started videocalling classmates or random ass people i didnt see for years. It always ended up me waking up next morning and regretting the shit i did. One time i drank half a bottle of Whiskey and called my best friend via videocall. After some time i ran to the toilet because i had to puke from the alcohol and legit thought i was gonna die. I not only vomited in the toilet but also on the floor of the bathroom and the carpet. Later i went to the bed and my parents cleaned up after me.
I went on with the drinking and drunkcalling for maybe 2 or 3 more months until i was able to pull myself out before it got too late. Nowadays i drink nearly never alcohol and if i do its only very small amounts. Last time i escalated with drinking was last year with my friend when we visited Poland. We had a drinking game and both of us took around 15 shots of Jack Daniels. My friend went to sleep peacefully while i vomited for hours before going to sleep.
Shit started hitting the fan at around the beginning of 2021. It was a few weeks after my dog died and i was deeply depressed and sad. I started drinking every weekend until i was nice and drunk and started videocalling classmates or random ass people i didnt see for years. It always ended up me waking up next morning and regretting the shit i did. One time i drank half a bottle of Whiskey and called my best friend via videocall. After some time i ran to the toilet because i had to puke from the alcohol and legit thought i was gonna die. I not only vomited in the toilet but also on the floor of the bathroom and the carpet. Later i went to the bed and my parents cleaned up after me.
I went on with the drinking and drunkcalling for maybe 2 or 3 more months until i was able to pull myself out before it got too late. Nowadays i drink nearly never alcohol and if i do its only very small amounts. Last time i escalated with drinking was last year with my friend when we visited Poland. We had a drinking game and both of us took around 15 shots of Jack Daniels. My friend went to sleep peacefully while i vomited for hours before going to sleep.