How has your life changed from 1 year ago?

[Deleted member 7448]

Sometimes when I'm trying to fall asleep, I think about how my life is going to look a few years in the future.

Sadly, I was 100% spot-on so far.

From 1 year ago, nothing much has changed. The routine is similar, still stuck in this country, at this job that pays way too little and demands way too much.

My dad told me yesterday (whom I live with, at the age of 26, still) that I should just shave my head, since my balding is too noticeable and the long hair looks weird when there's so much missing. I don't know why but that hurt a bit.

Other than that everything is the same. My body and mind are slowly decaying, with nothing to look forward to, or any reward for all my labour.

 

[celery]

I revved up the alcoholism. I should probably try going dry for longer periods of time in 2019... Oh yeah, I lost like 15 lbs too. That was probably a good thing

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I revved up the alcoholism. I should probably try going dry for longer periods of time in 2019...

Haven't had a drink in 1 year and 7 months now. I didn't quit, I just fucked up my pancreas so much I physically can't drink now. You could try destroying your pancreas, I wouldn't recommend it though.

 

[celery]

Haven't had a drink in 1 year and 7 months now. I didn't quit, I just fucked up my pancreas so much I physically can't drink now. You could try destroying your pancreas, I wouldn't recommend it though.

I wouldn't be at all surprised if my pancreas is on its last leg tbh...

 

[Deleted member 15752]

Nothing, its the same shit.

 

[BKFL]

I’m another year older and much closer to NEETdom.

 

[Johny.speiz]

Almost nothing has changed, sadly, but as said above I already lost some kilos and am already drinking less and am about to do more sport than previously. I feel older, just to say.

 

[Insomniac]

Pretty much the same tbh. I was in better physical shape a year ago though.

Should probably start working out more again but I have no motivation. I don’t really see the point.

 

[ihaveno1]

got worse, running out of copes

 

[Deleted member 7448]

got worse, running out of copes

What copes do you have left? I'm running out too, I've already rewatched my favorite sitcoms like 15-20 times, and I don't care much about any new ones. Gaming got boring too, and I haven't kept a game installed for more than 2 days in ages.

 

[Durbis]

I'm still making hardly any money.
My life is extremely boring and repetitive.
I lost my best friend.
My depression has increased more than I thought was even possible.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I'm still making hardly any money.
My life is extremely boring and repetitive.
I lost my best friend.
My depression has increased more than I thought was even possible.

I'm pretty much in the same boat, except I'm glad I never had a good friend. I don't trust people, so you can't lose a friend if you don't have any.

 

[celery]

I don't trust people, so you can't lose a friend if you don't have any.

Based costanza tbh

 

[Durbis]

I don't trust people, so you can't lose a friend if you don't have any.

Yeah since then I have decided not to get close to anyone any more. I'm just going to try and maintain the few friendships I still have

 

[Inceldo]

My health has grown worse

 

[TheProphetMuscle]

I’ve progressed in some of my hobbies. I know more than I did a year ago, but my depression and anxiety have gotten worse

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

i was actually thinking of you because of this thread https://incels.is/threads/seinfield...hing-people-and-destroying-family-units.98328
and now you're back lol, it's nice to have more baltics europeans around

my life hasn't changed much, in fact today was almost exactly like my day a year ago as I just LDAR'd and thought of oneitis who works across the street. i will try much harder this year than the last though.

the main change is that i broke some inhibition and went out in some places and made lots of smalltalk successfully, however I also discovered that i don't particularly care for smalltalk, and that it rarely leads to an actual connection with people, even if you exchange contact info which is mostly a meme. but i am better prepared than before at least, even if the grind seems to start from 0 all over again.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

i was actually thinking of you because of this thread https://incels.is/threads/seinfield...hing-people-and-destroying-family-units.98328
and now you're back lol, it's nice to have more baltics europeans around

my life hasn't changed much, in fact today was almost exactly like my day a year ago as I just LDAR'd and thought of oneitis who works across the street. i will try much harder this year than the last though.

the main change is that i broke some inhibition and went out in some places and made lots of smalltalk successfully, however I also discovered that i don't particularly care for smalltalk, and that it rarely leads to an actual connection with people, even if you exchange contact info which is mostly a meme. but i am better prepared than before at least, even if the grind seems to start from 0 all over again.

Small talk can be stressful sometimes. I LDAR so much I honestly forgot how normal people interact when not at work. I could tell by people's reaction when I talked to them, although I was trying to be rather normal and not say anything weird, some things that I do say and the way I say them are not entirely normal. Although I can hide the so-called autism well, it still slips out.

As for a one-itis, I don't really have any cause I don't like other people as human beings, but I do like women as beings that you can fuck. So every once in a while, I start thinking about the last girl with a pretty face that I had a 2 minute conversation with. Damn those pretty faces, they can haunt you at night.

 

[Sparrow's Song]

More black pilled, less hope, less cope, more rope.

 

[Uglymonster]

I have more playstation trophies. And I'm stronger emotionally. I saw a couple kissing today and it didn't even hurt me.

 

[Grotesque]

I’m another year older and much closer to NEETdom.

Congratulations. I took significant steps in increasing my NEETdom sustainability also.

We're gonna make it.

 

[BKFL]

Congratulations. I took significant steps in increasing my NEETdom sustainability also.

We're gonna make it.

Never thought of that but seeing as I’m almost finished with high school, I should get started with that.