eliya
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I joined a week ago and I want to know the experiences of veteran users
Half of this forums posts are just racewarsThe forum's intricate mosaic of perspectives and dialogues has not only assuaged my anxieties but also enriched my understanding of various topics
Engaging with the forum has profoundly impacted my life, furnishing me with an invaluable sense of comfort and intellectual stimulation. The forum's intricate mosaic of perspectives and dialogues has not only assuaged my anxieties but also enriched my understanding of various topics, fostering a sense of belonging and community. This digital haven, where empathetic understanding and erudite discourse intertwine, has become a sanctuary where I can articulate my contemplations and uncertainties with confidence. The confluence of diverse insights and shared experiences has fortified my sense of connection, providing a refuge from the vicissitudes of daily existence and enhancing my overall well-being. Through this forum, I have found a space that nurtures both my intellectual curiosity and emotional needs, significantly enriching my life, Mr officer.
Not much
I despise fakecels from the bottom of my heartGives me something else to cope with I guess
The site isnt as good as I thought it would be though I thought I would be able to have alot of interesting conversations and speak to alot of people similar to me but that didnt happen
theres alot of fakecels here Or people that could easily be a normie which Is annoying because even on this site which is meant to be for losers like me im still being fucking mogged
It also does annoy me that when I type out posts for an hour barely anyone replys sinde I thought alot of people would reply to posts here
But I guess I can understand If they dont look at it since most of them are rants
This forum is filled with normies who only use this place to hang out. Even on this forum, there are social hierarchies. We just can't escape the mogging. As the saying goes, high school never endsGives me something else to cope with I guess
The site isnt as good as I thought it would be though I thought I would be able to have alot of interesting conversations and speak to alot of people similar to me but that didnt happen
theres alot of fakecels here Or people that could easily be a normie which Is annoying because even on this site which is meant to be for losers like me im still being fucking mogged
It also does annoy me that when I type out posts for an hour barely anyone replys sinde I thought alot of people would reply to posts here
But I guess I can understand If they dont look at it since most of them are rants
Based intellectualEngaging with the forum has profoundly impacted my life, furnishing me with an invaluable sense of comfort and intellectual stimulation. The forum's intricate mosaic of perspectives and dialogues has not only assuaged my anxieties but also enriched my understanding of various topics, fostering a sense of belonging and community. This digital haven, where empathetic understanding and erudite discourse intertwine, has become a sanctuary where I can articulate my contemplations and uncertainties with confidence. The confluence of diverse insights and shared experiences has fortified my sense of connection, providing a refuge from the vicissitudes of daily existence and enhancing my overall well-being. Through this forum, I have found a space that nurtures both my intellectual curiosity and emotional needs, significantly enriching my life, Mr officer.
Honestly, same. I used to always blame myself for my social and romantic failures and think I should have tried harder or something. After discovering BP, I realized it was never my fault in the first place. It feels good to not blame yourself anymore, but seeing the bleakness of the situation for what it is for sure is a hard pill to swallowDiscovering BP completely changed my life in every aspect and im not exeggerating
I expected this before I came here its just human nature to have hierarchies and that type of shit but I never realised that there would be so many normies its just fucking annoyingThis forum is filled with normies who only use this place to hang out. Even on this forum, there are social hierarchies. We just can't escape the mogging. As the saying goes, high school never ends
I've noticed how I never shed a single tear after discovering itDiscovering BP completely changed my life in every aspect and im not exeggerating
True. When i was bluepilled,i just thought i have to wait. When i was redpilled, i just thought that i need to be masculine and alpha enough to get foids. Only the blackpill showed me the truth and made me realise that it never beganHonestly, same. I used to always blame myself for my social and romantic failures and think I should have tried harder or something. After discovering BP, I realized it was never my fault in the first place. It feels good to not blame yourself anymore, but seeing the bleakness of the situation for what it is for sure is a hard pill to swallow
The bp kind of removes most of the blame you might have put on yourself since you realise most things in life are out of your controlHonestly, same. I used to always blame myself for my social and romantic failures and think I should have tried harder or something. After discovering BP, I realized it was never my fault in the first place. It feels good to not blame yourself anymore, but seeing the bleakness of the situation for what it is for sure is a hard pill to swallow
Yep. I also used to optimistically wait and think a girl would come to me. Then I gymmaxxed like crazy(still do because it’s a hobby now) thinking it would help me get somewhere, but it didn’t. I was still a socially outcasted sorry with no friends at the time, let alone a gf. Then, I started to give up and realize the BP when I became an adult virgin and realized that any girl would now view me as a loser when she realized how inexperienced I am, even if she initially agreed to a date. So much stigma comes with being an adult virgin with no relationship experience.True. When i was bluepilled,i just thought i have to wait. When i was redpilled, i just thought that i need to be masculine and alpha enough to get foids. Only the blackpill showed me the truth and made me realise that it never began
You mean as adult virgin maleSo much stigma comes with being an adult virgin with no relationship experience
Yes, this is the relief that comes with being blackpilled. Feels great actually.The bp kind of removes most of the blame you might have put on yourself since you realise most things in life are out of your control
It’s so brutal man. Just think, even if we somehow managed to get a gf, it can never undo the damage to your mind from rotting during your formative years. Also, and girl would just dump you the second she found out you have no prior experience.but seeing the bleakness of the situation for what it is for sure is a hard pill to swallow
Ive thought about this before
Im happy to know the blackpill because atleast I know the way it really is now but It also showed that I was fucked so I became more deppresed because now I know I have pretty much no chance in life
This is true. A lot of good looking people unironically are blackpilled. They know how much their looks matter and do anything to maintain their appearance. Imagine how much easier it would be to focus on work and your health if the social and romantic aspect of life was always taken care of with no effort on your behalf. Some people really do live that way even though it’s hard for us to imagine.People always blame the Bp as the reason we become deppresed but that isnt the reason it is our genes
Imagine If you had good genes and heard about the bp
You realise that most things in life are in your favour
You are so exited to get up everyday because you know that things have a high chance of working out for you
You are extremely motivated to do anything because you know it will probably work out for you
Yes. I have very little motivation to try hard. I feel sick of life tbh, and it’s hard to find motivation to try when it takes so much motivation just to not kill yourself. Also, we were never rich, and since my father died recently, I have to start a new job very soon. My neet days are over. Here’s another example of the rich leeching off the poor. My father was retired for 5 years. He died May 30th. He died 2 hours before the end of the month. Because of this, we do not get his social security check for the month of May. Brutal shit man. 2 hours less than a month and they take the whole month’s pay away. It’s straight up robberyBut its the opposite for people like us
How can you even feel like doing anything when you know the entire game is rigged against you
So you end up rotting away
The poor get poorer and the rich get richer
Yeah. Even if I decide to escortcel so I’m not a virgin anymore, there will still be tons of social stigma about not ever having a gf, even if you aren’t a virginYou mean as adult virgin male
for me since I'm young the blackpill has given me more motivation life is already hard when you're ugly so you have to have something else going for you not because of women but because of yourself there's just no way to cope if you don't have something to focus onYes. I have very little motivation to try hard. I feel sick of life tbh, and it’s hard to find motivation to try when it takes so much motivation just to not kill yourself. Also, we were never rich, and since my father died recently, I have to start a new job very soon. My neet days are over. Here’s another example of the rich leeching off the poor. My father was retired for 5 years. He died May 30th. He died 2 hours before the end of the month. Because of this, we do not get his social security check for the month of May. Brutal shit man. 2 hours less than a month and they take the whole month’s pay away. It’s straight up robbery
Honestly Im just trying to get to the point where I dont care about anything just so I can cope with life easier but Idk if thats possibleYes, this is the relief that comes with being blackpilled. Feels great actually.
It’s so brutal man. Just think, even if we somehow managed to get a gf, it can never undo the damage to your mind from rotting during your formative years. Also, and girl would just dump you the second she found out you have no prior experience.
This is true. A lot of good looking people unironically are blackpilled. They know how much their looks matter and do anything to maintain their appearance. Imagine how much easier it would be to focus on work and your health if the social and romantic aspect of life was always taken care of with no effort on your behalf. Some people really do live that way even though it’s hard for us to imagine.
Yes. I have very little motivation to try hard. I feel sick of life tbh, and it’s hard to find motivation to try when it takes so much motivation just to not kill yourself. Also, we were never rich, and since my father died recently, I have to start a new job very soon. My neet days are over. Here’s another example of the rich leeching off the poor. My father was retired for 5 years. He died May 30th. He died 2 hours before the end of the month. Because of this, we do not get his social security check for the month of May. Brutal shit man. 2 hours less than a month and they take the whole month’s pay away. It’s straight up robbery
Yeah man, I get it. You gotta have something else good to live for if you can’t get women. For me, that is my main hobby, carsfor me since I'm young the blackpill has given me more motivation life is already hard when you're ugly so you have to have something else going for you not because of women but because of yourself there's just no way to cope if you don't have something to focus on
for me since I've swallowed the black pill I have tried to become an active pessimist you know I know I'm f***** but I want to be slightly less f***** does that make sense?
sorry if I'm not starting to sound like a normi or a fakecel
That’s called pure nihilism. Hard to get to that point, and even then, you will have a longing for live and sex, so brutal either way.Honestly Im just trying to get to the point where I dont care about anything just so I can cope with life easier but Idk if thats possible
That’s fair enough. I absolutely would meet if I could but it’s not an option. Hopefully I can make enough to have some decent spare cash to do more car stuff, which is my main hobby. I have to get some money to finish fixing my muscle car because the brakes are bad, it needs, tires, and new steering parts. Cars are kinda my cope, and unfortunately I have to work if I wanna enjoy it. Not eligible for neetbuxx anyway.we were never rich, and since my father died recently, I have to start a new job very soon. My neet days are over.
Being able to neet is one of the few things im grateful for
As long as my mum is alive She will let me neetmax
She Is 60 now so she might die soon but If She dies I will probably just kill myself
I also get Disability pay so I just pay for our food and some of our rent with that for my share
I wouldnt be able to cope with having to get up and go to a shit job everyday while being a sub5 I dont care If it makes me sound like a pussy
Yeah, my father did work hard his whole life. At least he made enough money to do some cool car stuff with me and after retirement we spent good time together. It’s just horrendous how greedy the rich are thoughHere’s another example of the rich leeching off the poor. My father was retired for 5 years. He died May 30th. He died 2 hours before the end of the month. Because of this, we do not get his social security check for the month of May. Brutal shit man. 2 hours less than a month and they take the whole month’s pay away. It’s straight up robbery
This world is such an evil shithole
I cant even put into words how fucked everything is
He probably did everything he was told to do in life to live well
He probably worked hard when he had his job and then retired after spending most of his life working just so he could enjoy his life for awhile
(Whereas people born into wealth get to do this pretty much their entire life because there is no stress on them to work)
But that still wasnt enough for them to respect him and your family enough to just pay the money
Youd think theyd atleast give you the money out of sympathy for your family but the system has no empathy at all and doesn't give af about your wellbeing
It doesnt matter that more stress will be put onto your family after an already stressful event happening
They do not give af
Thats another reason I dont want a job
Why should I support this shit society In any way??
They dont give a shit about the little people in this world we are just pawns to keep their society going they dont actually care about our wellbeing
They only care that we are able to keep working the jobs that keep everything going
Cant you get neetbux for autism??Not eligible for neetbuxx anyway.
he also passed another cope onto you that you can remember him through and use to get some enjoyment out of And it will also give you the motivation to want to workleast he made enough money to do some cool car stuff with me and after retirement we spent good time together.
Yeah, not sure if they’d give me neetbuxx for autism. I have Asperger’s, not severe autism (still fucked up my social skills and makes me an outcast of course). I also never got an official diagnosis because I didn’t want it to be on my record. A therapist told me I without a doubt have Asperger’s and meet the diagnostic criteria no problem.Cant you get neetbux for autism??
I think you can get disability pay even if you have a job so if you could get that on top of what you have from your job you would have more money to cope with
Im not sure if It work like that though so Dont hold me to it
Yes, and I’m very grateful for this. Some of my best childhood memories were in that car. I remember when I was 5 in 2010, and he bought the car online from the other side of the country without even seeing it in person before. He also bought it without telling my mother. She was pissed but him and me had such good times. 14 years later, the car is still in decent shape and has all those memories. Cars are straight up lifefuel for me and motivate me to do stuff.he also passed another cope onto you that you can remember him through and use to get some enjoyment out of And it will also give you the motivation to want to work