Well yes but I do have life saving as I used to work and thought earning good would get me into a relationship.
I do not want to be lazy... it is not that... it is just that being constantly rejected and ignored by women and seeing people date and be in a relationship around you just eats your confidence away... I have an university degree so I can find jobs again but I am not in the mood right now...
I see men looking better than me and earning 6 figures and are still rejected and lonely and that just breaks me...
My purpose of life is to spread my own DNA, not work as a slave, and the more I thought about this the more I wanted to isolate myself.
In the end, that is what I did. After years of working hard and coping, the defeated male symptoms were too heavy for me to handle.
People recommended me to go to a psychiatrist but I do not want to take SSRI libido crap garbage pills and get side-effects while chads get to live happily and f#ck whatever he wants
I am thinking about going back to work because I still want to feel a p#ssy like this Link dude and his Midna. I have plans to actually save money and get plastic surgeries, because that is how my friend who were 43 years old at the time, accended. It changed his life, he became visible and women actually showed interest, so it is not over... I hope.
In case youre wondering how the pus feels like, Ive actually asked alot of people and they say it is very slippery, wet and warm, that makes me want to experience it even more
