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Chief0fNF
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- Nov 9, 2024
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They say stay busy, but fuck that I’m not a worker bee. Is there any other way or do I need to find a way to increase my energy and listen to them? I swear to God that if I could just not wank to degenerate porn or fantasies I’d feel like a much freer person even if women still don’t want me. I literally feel like some demon posses me when this shit gets me in its trance. Like my brain goes full autopilot and then I nut and have to think about how pathetic this shit is compared to being with a woman like a man should.
I swear to you this stuff has been depressing me since I was 15 years old and I’m fucking 26 now. I’ve been turned into a masochist. Don’t tell me NoFap is cope because the PAIN I feel regarding this is very REAL. It makes me wish I was dead cause of how inferior it makes me see myself as.
I swear to you this stuff has been depressing me since I was 15 years old and I’m fucking 26 now. I’ve been turned into a masochist. Don’t tell me NoFap is cope because the PAIN I feel regarding this is very REAL. It makes me wish I was dead cause of how inferior it makes me see myself as.