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SubhumanGamer
Returning to roots
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I've been miserable and numb for so long I've forgotten what emotions feel like. Walking around in life in zombie like state isn't really cutting it anymore.
Personal happiness has eluded me for so long I honestly forgot the feeling, it's kind of pathetic if you really dive deep into it.
All I've really felt in the past 8-9 years is an ever growing sadness compounding upon itself waiting to burst, all these retard pills do is numb the effects of the cracks so I can't feel them forming. The jewpills also make me feel as though I can't have any character development, I'm just stuck in an endless limbo.
Personal happiness has eluded me for so long I honestly forgot the feeling, it's kind of pathetic if you really dive deep into it.
All I've really felt in the past 8-9 years is an ever growing sadness compounding upon itself waiting to burst, all these retard pills do is numb the effects of the cracks so I can't feel them forming. The jewpills also make me feel as though I can't have any character development, I'm just stuck in an endless limbo.