It really fucked up my life. I was always the shortest or second shortest guy in my class growing up. Grade 4 was the last year I was able to play competitive sports. By grade 5 I could no longer keep up with the bigger and stronger kids and I got cut from all the teams. I remember trying out for grade 6 basketball and I was literally praying on the sidelines that I would make the team though I got cut of course. After that I saw the futility and no longer tried.
I remember grade 7/8 school dances where once I asked a girl to dance and she grudgingly said yes but then kept as long an arm's distance from me as possible and talked about how I should ask a very short girl to dance instead the whole time.
I remember being jokingly pushed around by guys because they knew they could, and all I could do was make witty jokes to knock them down a peg verbally and defuse the situations fully knowing they could physically kill me any time if they wanted.
I still experience the demoralizing act of seeing women with bigger wrists and frames than me everywhere I go. I experience having to look up at every man in every environment. Talking to a 6'+ man is an exercise in depression and makes me with for a rope every time. When I have to talk to a 17 year old who towers over me I wish I was dead.
I have spent years in gyms trying to get bigger with almost no results. I must eat 3000 calories as described
here just to try to get to 150 lb. I chug disgusting shakes I mix up until I literally feel like I'm going to puke. My life feels like a joke.
I have a deformed tier face but honestly if I had the option to be bigger or more handsome I would take being bigger because being small has tormented me my whole life and it never stops.
Long story short - most of us aren't small in any capacity because we want to be. If you're fat that's a whole different issue. For my part being small has been an awful experience start to finish and the horror of it never stops.
I guess we are all fucked in our own unique ways.